Nightmares ⚣ Vkook ⚣completed

Chapter 7

(WARNING⚠️‼️⚠️‼️⚠️: WILL CONTAIN MATURE AND MAYBE TRIGGERING THINGS!!)

--Jungkook P.O.V--

"Jeon Jungkook, why are you up already?" My homeroom teacher asked. He just walked out of his hut and was greeted with the sight of a sweaty me running around the field.

"I have a personal scedule sir" I stopped for a minute and bowed to him, showing him the paper with my sport scedule I got from Joshua.

"Uhm, ok, just keep going then" he awkwardly said and gave me my scedule back after looking over it. He nodded in greeting and proceeded to the huts of the sudents. To wake them up from their deep slumber.

It was around 6 am now, I've been up from 3. The nightmares wouldn't stop and I didn't want to wake the others. They would certainly ask me questions. So far, I have ran 40,2 km, my goal for now is 42. My smart watch kept track of the distance and time. I should finish a marathon within 2 hours and 30 minutes. I'm at 2 hours and 21 minutes.

I continued running around the field while the students piled out of their huts in their sleeping attire. They looked around before their eyes stopped on me. I knew they didn't recognize me, and thought I was crazy. That was until the 6 others from my hut came out, one panicked. I saw Taehyung run to our homeroom teacher and shout something in panick. The teacher calmed him down by pointing at me. Taehyung turned around and spotted me. He ran to me.

As soon as he almost reached me he started to sprint. He looked like he wanted to murder me, that scared me a little, evernthough I would never admit that. I turned around and full out sprinted away from here.

"Get back here Jeon Jungkook!" Taehyung's shout came from behind me. I looked back to find him right on my heels. I was way to tired to be able to get away from him, which resulted in him catching me within seconds. Just as his hand grabbed the back of my shirt, my watch beeped, signalling that I completed my marathon. I slowed down a bit, but Taehyung didn't, he bumped into me and made both of us face plant on the grass.

"Fuck!" Taehyung cursed. He got off me and slowly sat up. He looked confused for a second before he got back to his senses.

"Jeon Jungkook! You had me worried when your bed was empty this morning!" He yelled and kicked my shin. I hunched over from the pain and the exhaustion. I couldn't form any words, not like I was planning to anyway.

'Nobody cares, stop pretending' I thought to myself.

"Taehyung! You guys alright?" Jimin came running to us. Taehyung replied while I just tried to stand up.

'Why do I always fall. I'm so clumsy'

I ignored the two idiots and looked at my watch. 42 km within 2 hours, 33 minutes and 46 seconds. That is 3 minutes and 8 seconds slower then my PR.

Failure

Good for nothing

You failed again

"Jungkook are you alright?" Taehyung asked me carefully. I was looking down on my watch frustrated, tired, dissapointed and sad.

Who knew a couple of numbers could make you feel like this.

"I'm fine" My voice came out deep and rasped. I walked past them and once again took a short shower. Which wasn't relaxing like I thought it would be. The voices never stop.