Nightmares ⚣ Vkook ⚣completed

Chapter 18

Please play the accompanied track (my thoughts, your memories- Kyuhyun)

-Jungkook P.O.V-

I told him, everything. I don't really know why, probably because he was the only one that maybe, maybe, genuinely cared... It was Yoongi's mom's job, she didn't actually care, just like any therapist I used to have.

But I did tell him, Taehyung, everything. From the kidnapping, to her and his death, to the rape, to the beatings of my dad that followed because I didn't do anything to help her. I had told him about my mother who left shortly after. I told him about being addicted to heroin for a long while because of the injections I got everyday, for two weeks. How I almost went insane because of it, and how no one seemed to help or understand me, not even the therapists I've had.

And he listened,

To every word I said.

Hugging my tightly and rubbing my back soothingly.

He let me cry until his shirt was soaked, and even after.

He was also crying, I could feel his tears wet my shoulder.

But he never stopped me from pouring my heart out.

He cares...

I now know he did...

So we stood there, forever it seemed, in reality maybe an hour. His whisperes of sweet words in my ear made me calm down and relax, the tears have long by run out. But eventually he moved back a bit, softly grabbing my face with both hands and lifting it up so I could look into his eyes. He seemed to examine my face, his thumb touching a blue bruise on my cheek, where father had punched me. He frowned before looking somewhere else.

He whiped my still wet cheeks with his thumbs, looking intently in my eyes. Slowly he leant forwards.

What is he doing?

I didn't know what came over me, but I also leaned in, both of our eyes fluttered closed as our lips connected. His lips were soft and smooth, just like the kiss itself. It was delicate and passionate in a sweet way. I loved the way his lips felt on mine.

It was almost magical.

Moments later he pulled away slowly, opening his eyes to look at me while I stared back at him. He seemed to look into my soul as he continued to stare at me, not ever breaking his gaze.

"I love you" he licked his lips. I was shocked, sure we just kissed, but it went as far as him loving me? I didn't know what to say, did I love him? I don't really know... but I do like him, I think.

"It's alright if you don't return my feelings, I get it. I'm the one who has been making your life difficult together with my friends. I also don't know you very well, I know I'm not an ideal boyfriend. I don't even know if you're gay or if that was just in the heat of the moment. And-" Taehyung was cut off by me as he rambled on with his deep and nervous voice.

What caused me to? I don't really know, but I pushed my lips on his again and held the back of his neck to try to pull him even closer. His lips seemed to move together with mine almost immediately. The kiss was much more passionate than the first one. The only time our lips disconnected from eachother was to get a brief breath to continue right after. It lasted a while until he pulled away to catch his breath, as did I.

I have to tell him, how I feel.

"I do returen your feelings. And you were the one to support me in this time, I'm thankful for that. I trust you, that's why I told you everything. I'd be honored to get to know you better," I breathed out, I leant besides in and whispered softly in his ear. "I like you hyung. I don't know if I love you, I've never really experienced what love feels like. But I think I like you, more than a friend. The way you hold me makes me want to stay with you forever, the way you listen makes me want to tell you all the secrets I have, and the way you look at me makes me feel like I am the brightest star in the galaxy"