Bear Hugs - COMPLETED

Chapter 9 - Conclusions

WARNING! This chapter includes a scene that not all audiences would like to read. Non consensual sexual content. Will put A/N around it so you can skip it.

I awake with a throbbing headache. Last night, the party. Did I get drunk? How could I get drunk? I must have drunk a lot, because shapeshifters can get drunk but because they aren't fully human it takes a lot of alcohol consumption to actually get them drunk. All of the events fall into place. I remember skipping out on Jackie's house, not feeling in the mood to go. I remember walking into the party with Oliver by my side, and I remember Jackie and Chels pulling me with them, demanding all the goss. I told them I just wanna have a good night, and that I'll tell them at school.
Then the image of Oliver pressing his lips to that guy goes through my mind. Pain takes over and I break down. I curl up into a ball trying to process what actually happened. I didn't know what to do last night after I saw them, but then Amy offered me a drink and I took it, I kept taking them.

Someone bursts through the door and climbs up to my bed. "Willow, are you okay?" Oliver asks.

"Get away." I cry.

"But Willow-"

"I said get away." I scream as I attempt to push him off the bed.

"I'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong." He states, crossing his legs and arms.

"Well you'll be waiting a while." I mutter.

"I have many, many years to wait." I roll over to face the wall, pulling the pillow over my ears. Oliver crawls over to me and pulls the pillow off of me and throws it over to the other bunk. "Please tell me, you can talk to me about anything. I'm good at keeping secrets." I almost laugh.

"How can you say that!" I yell in frustration. He gives me a confused look,

"What are you talking about!" I sit up and run my hands through my surprisingly unknotted hair.

"I saw you kissing that guy at the party." I state, a tear rolling down my cheek. I look up and his face is filled with pain.

"I would never do that." He says, looking down at his arm. "And you know why? Because I know what it's like to hurt that bad." He takes off his long sleeve shirt and his body is revealed. My attention is drawn towards his arms, cuts. Lots and lots of cuts. They're deep, very deep. My eyes drift to his stomach and chest, scars, big thick scars. He puts his long sleeve shirt back on and leaves the room. I am left stunned, I didn't know he was hurting so bad. Why is he hurting so bad? Is it me? I swing off the bed and head into the kitchen. Castor and Pollux are sitting at the table, across from Mafi and Oliver. My eyes dart to Oliver but his eyes don't meet mine. Mafi looks over at me and catches my stare at Oliver. He coughs to get everyone's attention.

"Willow, us boys have important business to attend to today," He says with a smile taking a quick glance at Oliver. "You are to not stay here, I would like you to go out. Go meet up with a friend, go to the movies, or whatever you girls like to do these days. I'll leave some money on the bench for you." I nod my head and go into the room to get my towel, makeup bag and clothes for the day. I also grab my phone and punch in Jackie's number. She answers after two rings.

"What's up?" She asks casually.

"Nothing much really." I answer walking into the bathroom.

"Oh okay, well I'm kinda busy at the moment. Having the fam down for dinner and I gotta help mum with everything."

"Oh okay. Cya then." I sigh, hanging up. I go into my contacts and click Chels.

"Hey Chels." I say.

"Hey Willow, whatcha doin?"

"Not much. Are you busy today?" I ask biting my nails. She seems to hesitate for a moment before she answers,

"Yeah, sorry. I have work today. Maybe next weekend." I sigh hanging up. I don't bother calling Amy, I just send her a text.

Hey Amy. Wassup?

Nothin' much. How bout you?

Mm, not much. Can I come over today?

Ummm...

No, sorry. My mum has an important meeting with work and I have to look after the kids. Sorry.

It's okay. I understand. I go back into my contacts and send a message to Layla. The same conversation goes down but she is going for a family trip to visit her grandmother in hospital. I sigh, taking in the fact I have to go out alone. I slip off my pyjamas and hop into the shower. I grab the soap I packed and wash over my body, washing my makeup off from last night.

I step out of the shower and wrap the towel around my body, drying myself. I slip on my dark purple skinny jeans and pull my navy blue t-shirt over my head.

After I apply my usual foundation, mascara and eyeliner, I head back out to the kitchen.
"You got plans?" Mafi asks.
"Umm. Yeah. Yeah, I'm going to Jackie's house." He nods his head, believing my lie. I was kinda thinking I'd just have a day to myself. Walk around town, get to know the place. I've only been to school, and the city. I grab my phone and walk out the front door. I hear Oliver yell out to me saying,

"Be safe!" I ignore him and keep walking.

As I arrive in town I check to see the time, 1123. I don't know what to do so I just walk around town, examining the stores that are appealing to me. I pass a clothing store and stop in my tacks, at realising I recognise someone in the store. I take a step back and my eyes find the person, not one person but four. I can see only one of their faces but I am 100% sure of the three people surrounding her. I call out one of there names,

"Chelsea." I quickly hide behind a rack of clothes, and not to my surprise they all turn and look in my direction. I run, as fast as I can, and as far away as I can.

I find myself in a dark alleyway, all alone. I sink to my knees and stop fighting off the tears. I let them slide down my cheeks, falling onto my legs. I feel someone put an arm around me. I freak out and jump up, examining the figure. It's a man, one that appears to be in his early 50's, that's as far as looks goes.

*If you don't want to read the before mentioned bit please skip the next few paragraphs*

 He comes out of the darkness and I get a better look of his face. He looks very seductive. I try to escape but the alleyway has only one entrance, and there are other men standing at it. He walks towards me, no, struts towards me. He pushes me against the wall and starts kissing me. I try to push him off, without hurting him as much as I could but he keeps pushing me. He pushes his body against mine, unbuttoning my jeans. I try to scream but he shooshes me with kisses. He slightly pulls down my jeans, to my mid thigh. I reach down to pull them up but he pins both my arms above my head. With his free hand he gets out his junk and teases me with it. I try to escape again but he pushes into me.

I start to cry as he moves inside of me. He groans in pleasure as I sob. I feel him release, but this doesn't make him stop. He keeps pushing, and with his spare hand he pushes it up my shirt and rubs my breasts. After what feels like an eternity he finally comes out, not for long though. Almost immediately he thrushes back in, stroking me. *All good from here* This time I fight back. I let my anger rise up inside of me and my supernatural side takes over. As soon as I feel my fangs shoot out of my gums, I sink them into his neck. Shooting the venom through his veins. I push my wolf back inside, pull up my pants and run. I run as fast as I can, back to Oliver's house.

I call him, but I'm sent to voicemail. I keep trying to get through to him, until I realise I'd called 20 times, and not once did he reply. I sink into his bed, holding one of his shirts, taking in his smell while I lay, feeling nothing but emptiness.