Bear Hugs - COMPLETED

Chapter 11 - The signs

A/N
Lol Grace got ahead of herself and called last chapter 'Chapter 11 - The eclipse' but no, this is chapter 11. Oh Gracie.

I take off into the streets, heading back to the alleyway. I stand there clutching the sweater of Oliver's I took, wishing he was here. I begin to feel really dirty and uncomfortable so I slip the sweater on and turn around, heading to the park. As I turn a corner I bump into a large masculine figure. I step back as he pushes me away. I look up and he is staring into my dull, lifeless, teary eyes.

"O-Oliver?" I whimper, falling into his embrace. He holds me tight, as I sob into his chest. He pulls me away and I stare into his eyes, filled with love and wonder.

"I know you probably don't want to talk about it, but I need to know what's wrong." I take a big breath, and let it out staring down at my hands. He takes them into his which makes me look up.

"I didn't have anyone today. All of my friends said they were busy." I take in a shaky breath. "But I found them shopping together. So I ran. And I found an alleyway, so I sat down and cried. But a man came up to me, and he mad me scared. But then, then he did something to me." I let out my breath and take another woof of air in before I drop the bomb. "He, he raped me Oli." I sob as he pulls me into a tighter hug. He places his hand below my chin and pulls my face up to his. I feel his bottom lip quiver as I kiss him harder. He pushes me away, only slightly. I look up into his eyes searching for the reason he pulled away. Then his eyes meet mine and I can see all, tonight had been bad for him too. We both just needed to be here with each other, for each other.

A couple of weeks pass, and I begin to feel ill, very ill. My stomach churns and throws up everything I eat.

"I have to take you to the hospital, every morning this happens, it can't be healthy." Oliver pleads, for the 5th time today. I simply nod my head as I begin to feel the chicken I just ate coming back up. I get up off the couch and run to the bathroom, emptying my stomach in the toilet. Oliver follows closely behind and holds back my hair, whispering soothing words into my ear. After I stand up he gets me to clean my teeth before we head off to the hospital. "I'll take you to the hospital myself, while you're there I'll duck into school to get some more work for you." I nod my head. As I have been feeling too ill to go to school, the boys take it in turns in watching me daily, under Oliver's rules. Today was Oliver's day to babysit me and I am glad, I feel like something big is going to happen today.

We walk into the hospital, hand in hand as we head up to the reception desk. Oliver compels the lady to let us into see a doctor immediately. As the doctor arrives, he takes me into a room to discuss what is happening. Oliver leaves to drop by the school.

"What is your name?" The doctor asks looking down at his paper.

"Willow-Willow Panda." I say, just above his hearing capability.

"And how old are you Willow?"

"I am 16." I say a little louder.

"And you claim you have been feeling sick? Vomiting up everything you eat?" The doc asks.

"Yes." I confirm.

"When was your last menstruation cycle?" He looks up at me. I look back terrified.

"6 weeks ago." I cough.

"Have you taken a test?" I shake my head immediately. He stands up and heads over to a wardrobe in the small meeting room. He takes out a pregnancy test and I take it, gulping. "The toilet is a few doors along on your left." I stand up and walk out, heading to the female bathrooms. I walk in and lock myself in a cubical, reading the description on the box. I do everything it says, waiting 10 minutes for the results to show.

I continuously check the time, waiting for the 10 minutes to pass. I check the stick at 12:23. I feel my face pale as I walk back to the office. I place the stick down on the desk and the doctor shoots me a happy smile,

"Congratulations." I shake my head.

"I was raped." He looks at me sympathetically.

"I'm sorry." I shoot him a small smile. "I'll book you in as soon as I can for further tests. You will need to be tested for your's and your babies health. Morning sickness is normal." I nod him a thanks as a knock erupts from behind me. The doctor gets up and walks over to the door, opening it. Oliver walks in and the doctor gives me a look, but I just nod, signalling its okay. Oliver's eyes scan for mine, but when they don't reach, he searches the room. His eyes going wide when he spots the pregnancy test on the table.
"Oli, calm down. It's okay." He shoots me a look that makes me shrink back scared. He walks closer to me and wraps his arms around me, making me stand. I wrap my arms around him and hear the doctor leave.
"He got you pregnant.." I nod my head. "Are you going to keep it?" I shrug,
"I need thought of it. I didn't know I would be 16 and pregnant." He simply nods.
"I wouldn't mind being a dad." Oliver smiles.
"We'll keep it then." We both look into each others eyes and smile. He pulls me into another hug whispering into my ear.
"You are so brave my Willow. I promise I will take more care of you." He pulls away, tucking a piece of stray hair behind my ear. He leans in. For a kiss, and I give him a small one before heading back out to the doctor who is at the desk.
"Okay, I have booked you in for next Tuesday, so 6 days away. Is that okay?" I look at Oliver and he nods.
"Sounds perfect."

As Oliver and I walk out of the hospital he speaks up.
"I'm not going back to school." I look at him shocked.
"You have to!" I state.
"I will not leave you alone now that you are with fetus." I smile at his choice of words.
"Have you got any names?" I ask him.
He nods,
"It has crossed my mind before."
"Well, how about, I do guy names, you do girl names." I suggest. He nods at this, liking the idea. Then his expression turns serious.
"Willow I am so so sorry for leaving you that night. I should've took my care of you. But don't worry, I will get this guy back."
"It's not your fault. I'm the stupid one that went out at night by myself. In the one that walked down that alleyway. You don't have to go after him, I'm just ready to put it behind me and forget it." I answer taking his hands in mine. "I fucking love you Oliver. And no one, no one. Will ever take that away from me. No one will ever take you away from me." He slips my arms over his shoulders and my hands find each other and lock behind his neck. He places his arms around my waist and he leans in, pressing his lips to mine.
"I love you too Willow."