I GET OFF ON THE PAIN (Book 1 Ben and Tim's story) (BOYxBOY)

Chapter 7

Her you go....

　

Chapter 7

　

How the hell am I supposed to sleep knowing Tim is next to me naked as the day his mama brought him into this world. God, I know he was a cute baby all pudgy and soft. Ben snap out of it relax, relax it seems like he's already asleep. I'm such a lost cause.

　

　

Tim's POV

　

It's now or never we're alone in his house. His territory, maybe he'll feel more safe. I can't believe I'm in bed with him naked. OK, concentrate on making him think you're asleep. Breath in and out steady your breath. I feel him relaxing over there.

I mumble something to make him think I'm in a deep sleep. I can feel his gaze on me. Oh how I long to feel his hands and mouth caress my body. Oh shit, I'm starting to get a hard on. Fu*k it, I'll use it to my advantage.

I turn my body over and roll unto my stomach and face away from him and the blanket tangles around my leg leaving my ass exposed.

Try to resist that Ben. I'm not conceited but all that horse back riding gave me some killer buns of steel and some killer thighs.

I can feel his gaze on me and heard his gasp. I hear him whisper to himself. "Oh Lord, give me strength." I feel the lightest touch on my ass and my checks automatically clench. I feel him pull back.

Shit Tim control your body, don't scare him let him explore. He slowly reaches out again and his touch is so light and gentle. I guess he's trying not to wake me.

I try so hard to hold back a moan. Shit now he has his whole hand on my check. He rubs very softly. I can't take this any more so I flip over again and now I'm shoulder to shoulder next to him.

I still have my eyes closed letting him think I'm sleeping. I have a full raging hard on going at this point. I try so hard not to picture his expression cause shit I'm hung like a bull.

I feel him get bold again as he traces his fingers down the patch of fine hair leading from my navel to the proud spot between my legs. His breath is really choppy now and I'm sure he's as turned on as I am.

I can feel a drop of my juice slide down my tip and I almost shatter when I feel his finger lightly swipe at it. I tell my body to hold on just hold on a little longer. There is my whole future at stake in this game.

I sigh when I feel the tiniest pressure on my lips from his lips. With out my permission I moan "Ben." Oh shit, oh shit I think when I feel him get ridged beside me.

"What the hell! is he dreaming of me?" I hear Ben whisper as he once again gets closer. I can practically picture his face above mine. "Tim he whispers" I don't open my eyes but just make a sound "hum."

"Are you gay?" He asked crap, well hear goes nothing "yea" I say without opening my eye lids. "Are you awake" he asks "yea."

"Um, so you felt me touch you?"

"Um, yea" I whisper back with my eyes still closed.

"Did I do this to you" He asked as he took hold of my shaft.

I open my eyes and he is looking right at me and I whisper "yes" breathlessly.

I can't wrap my mind around what's happening after a month of getting to know him and sharing things with him. Here he is, touching me now..

"Do you Love me?" He asked with a mixture of fear, uncertainty and longing in his eyes.

"Since the first day I opened the door and you practically fell into my arms." What ever I was expecting from him sure as hell wasn't that hot as hell kiss he gave me.