See You Soon

Ansel?

Shai's POV:

"Ansel?" I yell. "Ansel please? Just turn around. Please talk to me? Just look at me?" I scratch out through my tears and drop to the floor.
"Do you think after what you've done I'll forgive you? How pathetic do you take me for? Do you think I'm just some doormat for you? Is that all I am Shai? A doormat? Is it okay if you use me whenever you want? To toy with my emotions? What you did yesterday... When I walked in on you two, it killed me inside. A piece of me that kept me alive. The good part. But now? It's gone. Just like my feelings for you." He said yelling. At this point I'm crying and heaving, tears all over my face. I can feel an ora of heat surrounding my face and an empty cold feeling in my chest and stomach. I feel like I could collapse.

"No. I don't think you're stupid at all. And you're not a doormat, but what happened at that party wasn't ME. I swear. Please you have to understand ? Ansel please. Please. Please.", I whisper. Some how he heard me, but it was too late. I had collapsed on the concrete floor.

Exactly 24 hours before :

Ever since we finished Insurgent me and Ansel have gotten closer than ever. In fact we've even talked about marriage. And the day that Theo had first kissed me, only made Ansel trust me even more. Although I was scared, I understand my feelings towards Theo were fake, and he was another one of my close guy friends, so it was just the jitters and I had let suspicion get the best of me. But now I know for fact, I'm madly and utterly in love with my soon to be husband. Ansel. Me and Theo talked things about and it turns out he was worried about the kiss too, but luckily he felt nothing, and nor did I really. So we've gotten closer as friends as well. He'd make a great god father one day.
Anyhow, today me and Ansel will be attending a party with the whole Insurgent cast and crew in honor of all our hard work. I wear a night blue Versace dress, form fitting, and Ansel wears a simple black tuxedo with a grey collared shirt. We walk down our apartment to the the parking garage hand in hand as I listen to the echo of our footsteps pulsing through the lot. As we get the the car Ansel opens the door for me and gives me a kiss on the forehead before closing it. As we drive there I hold his right hand in his lap, and I stare at his lips while his eyes or laid on the road. He squints a little when he's concentrated like that. I think it's so cute. My day dreaming gets interrupted when Ansel turns and looks at me, and says " So... Shai?"
"Yeah?"
"I just wanted to say you look beautiful. Especially with out make up and a tight dress on."
I blush and kiss him on the cheek.
"I love you Ansel."
"I love you more Shai. No matter what. I always will."
Finally we've arrived at the venue. It's a modern looking mansion with huge glass wall over looking all of New York. It's beautiful, but a little too much for me. As me and Ansel get out of the car Veronica walks towards us
"Welcome to the party guys! Everyone is inside waiting for you!" She says taking our hands
As we step inside the whole room is packed with celebrities and cast and crew. They greet me and Ansel, and I separate after to get some air. Don't get me wrong, I love hugging and talking to old and new friends, but sometimes large groups of people get to be too overwhelming. I step outside on the balcony and breathe  the smooth cold air.  I begin relax, until I hear firm footsteps approach me from behind. Theo.
"Hey shai! I just got here and I couldn't find you" he said smiling and pulling me in for a hug.
"Hahaha it's so good to see you Theo" I say into his chest. We sat there on the ground and talked on that balcony for what felt like hours. Finally Theo got up.
"I'll be back!" He said with a wink
"Hahah alrighty" I say winking back.
Soon enough Theo came back with what looked like an expensive bottle of champagne, I don't drink, but it's rude to pass off his polite gesture, so I gave in as he poured us both a glass. One thing led to another and we were both dead stupid drunk. I could barely speak because my tongue was numb with alcohol. So I just  murmured random noises, and Theo would nod his head and say "What? Oh yeah! Me too! You get me Shai.", with his wobbly drunk voice. I was getting cold, and began to shiver. Theo immediately took his jacket off and wrapped it around me. "cmon lets go inside." He says grinning picking me up into his arms. I don't really no what's going on, but I don't really care either. I'm too drunk to. The next thing I know, me and Theo are in one of the mansion's rooms.

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Sorry I didn't write sooner 😂 schools been a pain in the ass. Also I'll be sure to keep writing more from now on. I promise ;)