Fluffy's THIRD Book of Randomness and Boredom! [NORMAL IS A THING OF THE PAST]

god damn it, the guilt / in spirit of blue <3

God damn it guys

GOD DAMN IT

GOD FRIGGIN DAMN IT!

I ALWAYS CONSIDERED HER A FRIEND OF MINE

BUT I NEVER LOOKED AND SAW HOW BAD SHE HAD IT

NOT UNTIL SHE WAS...

GONE.

I WAS TOO LATE.

I COULDVE HELPED HER

I COULDVE MADE HER FEEL HAPPY, EVEN FROM JUST A RANDOM FRIEND OVER THE INTERNET

STILL

IT WOULD BE BETTER THAN NOTHING

NOW I CANT DO A THING BECAUSE I WAS TOO LATE

I MAY NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO HER NOW

ALL BECAUSE I

COULDNT

HOLD

ONTO HER

Dammit...sorry guys...I just feel....horribly guilty right now...

blueheart234 ....

You may never see this post or even me again...but I want you to know that I care. I want you to feel like I'm right there beside you, through everything... Because that's what friends do.

I'm gonna be there, somehow.

I'm gonna draw a blue heart on my wrist, and I won't wash it off until i have no other choice.

Blue...I'm sorry I couldn't support you in time.

I wish you the best in your future. I want you to be happy.

sorry...I just needed to vent that. blueheart234, I love you with everything I've got.

And anyone else who wants to be there for her, feel free to do the 'blue heart' drawing too. Luv ya.