The Aftermath (#2 Jelena Series)

Chapter 8

Selena's POV

I moan when i felt my stomach turns i opened my eyes and dizziness floods trough i see lights everywhere oh great the curtains are open

I puke and without any control of my body i ran to the bathroom vomitting in the toilet as my head throb

F*ck morning sickness!

I'm full of sweats when i finish vomitting and i wash my self on the sink as i stare at myself at the mirror and i saw a different me

I'm soo pale and dehydrated i have eye bags and blood shots and i look skinny now

I can't hold the tears as i face look at reality

He did this to me and I'm soo sick of blaming myself for everything i was a fool fro believing him he changed

And i know this torture is not done yet because i might carrying his child

I caress my stomach as i stare at the whole body mirror at the bedroom

There's no bump but still

The pregnancy test on tyhe side table caught my attention

Am i ready?

I shakily grabbed the two pregnancy test and goes straight into the bathroom i peed on a container and follow the steps to the box i put my two thumbs on the result as i pray

Pls no pls I'm not ready god pls no

Not now pls

I open my eyes as i remove my thumb on the result

I felt my soul steps away from my body when i saw two lines

I shakily grabs the other one and do the same thing and after a few minutes the results came

"Pregnant
1-2"

Tears flows down continuously on my cold pale cheeks as i caress my stomach

I'm pregnant there's a baby inside me there's a human growing in my belly i mentally smile

I don't know if i should be happy, sad or tense but all of my body feels numb of joyness and somehow i feel soo blessed

I tensed up when i realize i haven't taking care of my self these past few days

I have to fix myself for the sake of my baby

I don't know but it feels soo good to know that you're going to be a mother f*ck that Justin's not here i can raise the baby on my own

I opened the door as i stepped outside the room everything was soo bright because of the sunny day outside Ashley's window is like soo big

I walk downstairs as i feel the warmness of the fire orange wooden floor

I saw taylor in the kitchen dringking cofee she's all dressed up

"How's your sleep?" She smile as i smiled back

I don't know why but I'm soo eager to tell everyone the news

"Fine finally rested for years!" I jokes as i sat down besides her she laughs as she forwarded me a plate of strawberry parfait

"Did you check?" She asks noticing my weird mood

I smile as i nod and her eyes widen

I frown and i don't know if that is a positive or negative

"F*ck No!" She says getting a little louder, surprised by her mad reaction

My eyes widen as tears builds up in my eyes

F*ck not taylor!