I Just Wanna Save You

I'm Surrounded by Idiots

I walked out the door and locked it. I wasn't gonna let a serial killer in my house because of not locking the door. I looked around and took in a deep breath. Ahhh, the fresh smell of manure. My neighbor was to busy talking to her plants to say good morning back to me. Oh well, I set out on a speed walk. I'm sorry but i am NOT trying to get on the milk carton. I don't know about other people but walking to school in Los Angeles is not a joke... Maybe im overreacting but better safe than sorry. Those Lifetime movies really teach you some good stuff.

By the time I was at school which was like fifteen minutes away, I was a hot mess. I chugged some water and went into AdamWest highschool. It's just the regular school with all the drama. All the "couldn't care less teachers" same old same old. I put my hood up and kept my head down. I'd rather not be involved with all of the pandemonium going on before classes. So i just kept to myself and went to first period. The back seats were open so I went there. My mom calls me "anti-social" but i just say i haven't unleashed my awesomeness yet. Can't rush
perfection.

People outside the room were screaming there heads off for no reason what's so ever??? The is person two feet away man, why are you screaming? I sighed and just looked out the window. Lost in my own paradise. One day millions of people will scream my name, while i peform a fabulous show for them. One day...One day, but till then i have to get out of this hell hole and get the best grades i can. Now i tell you im not the smartest kid but hey, at least I try. The bell rang and people started filling in the classroom. I looked out the window and started slipping away again blocking out all the talking. In my own universe.
"Now today class we will-" WILLL WILLLLL. Several boys started to yell out. Omg they are so immature. "Okay we will be learning about integers" said the teacher. "Now Jade can you tell me what the difference between a whole number and a integer is?....Jade?.... JADE??" I lifted my head up to the teacher.

Everyone's eyes were glued to me, some staring others laughing. I rolled my eyes and said "yes?" ... "what is the difference between a whole number and a integer?" he repeated with little patience. "A integer can have a negative while a whole number can't." I said in a monotone. Some students whispered and pointed, some muttered their breath. "Freak." said a girl with a big nose. "What a fucking nerd." said a girl with her skirt so far up her ass it was wearing her. I rolled my eyes and gave them the dirtiest look I could muster. I was so sick of them messing with me, like they were all high and mighty.

The bell rang and I went to all my other classes, so far so good. That was until after school things kinda spiraled out of control. I left out the school alittle later to check out yet "another" book. Like the school didn't slave us enough. I walked out the gates and saw the girl in my math class from earlier. Veronica was her name, she had a look of pure anger in her face. I tried to walk pass her and ignore her like my mama told me to do in kindergarten when someone was angry. But it was to late she saw me. "Hey slut." Veronica said with a cackle. She had her whole kiss-ass squad with her. I kept walking and she grabbed my hood back choking me in the process. "What the fuck do you want?!?" I bit back coldly. "Oh the bitch thinks she can talk back now?" her posse laughed behind her. I wanted to punch her so bad right now, but lets face it I am no athletic person. My attitude makes up for that I guess.

She and her whole squad were athletes. I sighed "what do you want Veronica? Just leave me alone I have better stuff to do." She gave me a look of disgust and said "You, Have a life? Ha Im getting real tired of your skinny bitch ass!" she pushed me down in the mud. How convenient. I tried to get back up but she kicked me in the stomach. Damn that hurt...alot. It was gonna leave a bruise tomorrow. Her group starts to yell out stuff like "slut" and "bitch" Some actually joined in on beating me up. They punched me in the eye, kicked me in the stomach, broke a couple ribs. I was screaming the whole time but they had dragged me to a dark alley. Just my luck eh?

It was getting pretty dark and I was coughing up blood. I felt like i was dying. I kept going in and out of consciousness. But they didnt stop. They smashed my phone ripped out the pages to my books. AND TOOK MY HOODIE. I was kicking and screaming but it was no use. I hated them every single bone in my body was filled with pain and hatred. I just wanted to disappear. But it's not like this hasn't happened before. I guess i just have a face that says Come and beat me up. "Alright the bitch has had enough." she gave her posse a nod and said to my face "If you ever talk to me like that again, I will make sure you die bitch." she spit in my face and they left me alone, in a dark alley. No phone, no hoodie, nothing. It was around Nine, and it was really getting dark. Man this is going to be a long night....