I Just Wanna Save You

Confusion

"She's responding excellently to the tests." said Doctor Hudson. "I haven't seen anyone withstand this much pressure during the evaluation since I joined the field." Doctor Tomas said in wonder. "Yes, usually their physiological comprehension can't handle the visions of their worst fears."

Jade was having full body tremors while whimpering, stray tears were leaking from her eyes while she was still unconsious. Her screams echoed in the room as a cry for help. She thrashed her arms in desperation almost knocking over the equipment, making the security strap her down.

They injected her with a syringe to see how much she can withhold as a individual, pushing her to her limits seeing if she would break. And for the first time for anyone in the academy, she was the first to hold on. Even the toughest of soldiers tapped out in the test. Making sure they didn't mentally scar the girl, they gave her a pill so she wouldn't remember what had happened.

Jade still had far to go but all of this would result in her journey. She would have to be strong mentally and physically. Perception and endurance were mandatory against the enemy. Tests would be run pushing her to the limit and beyond, breaking her and rebuiling. All was necessary because Jade was going to protect herself. She was going to be an assassin.

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I awoke by the closing and locking of the door. I was still kinda lethargic and couldn't even stand straight. I put my hand on the wall to steady my unbalanced body. I took a minute to get it together and take in my surroundings. Now where the hell am I now?

I was in a basic room, not as bad as the first one i was in. Just a bed, toilet and sink in the corner. Same old concrete walls and floors. I wasn't complaining though, anything is better than nothing at all.

The door opened and a man walked in. He looked like the kind of guy who walked straight out of a war movie. Close shaved head, camouflaged gear on, and alot of badges, they were so shiny that it wad giving me a headache. My eyes widened in surprise, this should be good.

"Hello Jade. I am sergeant Jones but you shold only address me as sir." he said with a authoritative tone. "You might be wondering some things and maybe feel left in the dark. But, I am here to explain and answer any questions you may have." he said looking me over. Well its about time someone is here to tell me what the heck is going on around here. My head was swimming with questions waiting to be answered. But the sergeant beat me to my curiosity.

"Well, you are here to train, you see along time ago before you were born your mother fell in love." My heart beat picked up at the sound of her name. "In her younger days she was reckless and wild always the life of the party. But one day her heart had chose someone special and it was love at first sight. His name was Lorenzo, now when Lorenzo saw your mother he thought as it the perfect plan. You see Jade, when you're in love you would do anything for the other person. Give them everything you have, risk your life, travel across the world to see them, and even kill. And Lorenzo saw that as the perfect way to get his dirty work done without getting his hands dirty. He used your mother like a slave turning her into a ruthless killer, while she obeyed helplessly trying to always please him. But Lorenzo was never satisfied, he always called her a bitch and useless whore. But all she could think of was "he didn't mean that, he loves me." While he mercilessly abused her."

"All that changed when she got pregnant and she started seeing him for what he really was, a cruel, heartless tyrant. She planned a escape to leave Lorenzo in the dead of night taking her baby with her to safety. She moved far, far, away from him, turning a new page in her story. Your mother was mentally and physically scarred when she left him, feeling unloved and useless. But day by day when her child smiled and laughed she pulled through her misery finding the light in every new morning. She promised herself she would get revenge on the man who ruined what was supposed to be the best years of her life. She made a promise, a promise that was the day you were born, you would one day kill your father. And avenge all the people killed in cold blood. She would do whatever she could to full fill that promise and sending you here to one of the best academy's for training, was all she could do."

"She left to go try and solve whatever feelings she had left for him and tell him what a coward he was. Do not worry though Jade, your mother is a strong woman she will hopefully live to tell you what had happened. But she wanted me to tell you this. She wanted you to know that you were the reason she woke up in the morning. And that you were the reason she kept going on strong. Your smile or sarcastic remarks made her days worth living for. And she couldn't think about going to long without seeing your face, but this was for the best. And even if you guys don't see each other again, avenge her, make her proud because she knows that you will do her well. And whatever happens Jade, life is yours and you shouldn't let anything get in the way of you living your life in happiness like she did. Guard your heart for everything you do flows from it, your heart always wins over rationality so watch who you fall in love with. She loves you so much and to take good care of yourself while shes gone, and too don't do anything crazy."

I had tears in my eyes and was left speechless. "I-I-I. . . .wow." My brain was still trying to comprehend all the information given to me. So that's who Lorenzo is...My father? My mother never talked about my father much. Whenever i tried to bring him up she changed the conversation to food or when im going to sweep the floor. I decided it was a touchy subject and just dropped it altogether.

"Sooo, this Lorenzo guy... What did he do to make him a heartless tyrant?" I asked still confused.

"You see Jade when Lorenzo what a little boy he started off bad. He would pull the wings off of butterflies, pour salt on snails. But as he got older his thoughts started getting darker and darker. He tried to drown his little sister in the pool. Or set fire to the school with people still in it. His first murder was when he was seventeen and he slit his parents throat with a jack knife while they were sleeping. I Heard he did some really gruesome shit to them. I don't know what made him do these things Jade but, you can't trust him. When your mother came along she was oblivious to the fact the he was a psychopathic killer."

"Well, I just found out i have a dad....he's a murderer, and I have to kill him? I said with exasperation.

He gave me a weird look, "Your training starts to tomorrow i expect you to be there at six-o clock a.m exaxctly. I don't take kindly to late people." he walked out of the room and locked it.

Wow, just wow. So all this time my mother, oh my gowd she's been-, i can't. My thoughts were swimming everywhere. I going to be an assassin. Mhm, i have a feeling they will give up on me and kick my "out of shape ass" out of here.

I let out a long deep breath. Well i might as well be ready for tomorrow, i have no i idea what im going to do, but i feel like i'd rather be in this room than in an alley? I don't know but at least my suitcase is here. Hey? When did that get in the room? Eh, hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to understand everything. My eyes drooped and my thoughts started getting mixed together as I drifted off into dream world with magic llamas with hats...

~TBC~

(A/N, "This was just a filler chapter the real fun starts after this.... mwahahaha!")