The Ambrose Asylum

Chapter Three

(Recap~Last Chapter)

"Hey AJ" he said.

"Hey" I answered staring at him.

"So did you like group" he asked smiling.

He had a beautiful smile, but so many questions were ringing through my head so I asked the first one that came to mind.

"Dean have you ever killed anyone" I asked as the room got dead quiet.

He stared at me before saying "AJ...."

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---Dean's POV---

"AJ..." I started but stopped.

I could tell her a lot of things about me and my past, but then she'd look at me like everyone else looks at me, like a monster.

"Well" she asked

"You'll judge me like everyone else" I said defensive.

"Dean, I'm the last person to ever judge anyone" she told me.

"I don't know if I can trust you" I told her honestly.

I've been lied to and betrayed by so many people, its easier to not let anyone in.

"Well you can, besides I don't have anyone to tell and even if I did I wouldn't" she said to me.

I guess we have to wait and see, I thought to myself as I stared at her.

"Alright, you remember the last few days we were on lock down" I asked her.

"Yea, what about it" she asked.

"It was because one of the guards went missing without a trace" I told her.

"Really, what happened and which guard" she asked curious.

"Orton and I killed him" I simply told her.

"I'm sorry you what, to who" she asked baffled.

"I...Killed...Him" I said slower.

"Your kidding right, this is some sick joke" she asked eyeing me with a look of fear.

That pissed me off, first she asked for the truth, and I give her an answer, second she calls me sick I mean I am but I don't need anyone reminding me, and lastly she looks scared which most people are but if I wanted to hurt her I would have did it already.

People wonder why I'm antisocial and closed off, this is why. I let one person in and everything falls apart.

Well if I have anything to say about it AJ won't end up like her, even if that means I have to hurt or scare her enough to wanna stay away from me. I'm no good for anyone, not even myself.

"No AJ its not" I said walking over to her slowly.

"Well...um..." she stuttered, as I boxed her in against the wall.

"Do I make you nervous" I asked calmly.

"What...no" she said looking up into my eyes.

"Do I make you scared" I asked adding more pressure on her.

"Um...dean..."she stopped as I lowered my head to her ear and she stuttered while she closed her eyes tightly.

"Well you should be" I whispered in her ear.

"S-should be what" she asked eyes still closed.

"Should be scared and nervous" I said as I gently turned her head and kissed up her neck, leaving a trail of light and tender almost ghost like kisses, but still earned a shutter.