The Ambrose Asylum

Chapter Twenty-five

Dean's POV

Only 42 miles left between me and redemption or is it revenge.....

It doesn't matter anymore not as long as AJ remains obedient an by my side, she doesn't have a choice weather she knows it or not.

42 miles is the only important thing at this moment need to get their soon running out off time; I register as I put the petal to the metal and push 100 mph.

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"AJ I'm not a good guy but I care about you and one day you'll forgive me for all my crimes" I start talking to her an see her glance my direction before facing the window once again.

"How are you so sure." She asks quietly

"Because I know you love me no matter how hard you try an hide it, but I don't love you. It's not your fault or anything I just can't love anymore that part of me died long ago but I do care deeply about you" I honestly state to her.

"Do you know what that makes me for falling in love with a murder and lunatic from an asylum? A fool who is to stupid to separate fantasy from reality" she says looking down at her fingers.

"Maybe but the truth is we can't change or run from our nature" I tell her pulling a cloth out my pocket.

"Everything feels like a dream and sometimes I think I'll wake up soon however I want it to be real I want us to be real one day" she states looking at me.

I glance over at her seeing her hold her tears back and realize no matter how much I hurt she hurts more because of my presence and her love for me. "Somethings should remain a dream" I tell her abruptly stopping the car startling her.

I grab her and force the cloth to cover her mouth and nose as she struggles in my hold eventually being still. I lay her back in the seat and apologize once more to her unconscious body and soul for being myself before starting the car again heading into hell.

It took a while, but I'm here I think as I get out the car grabbing my gun and knife. I head around to the passenger door and open it staring at AJs unconscious form before picking her up and carrying her.

I maneuver quickly and quietly around the house. I enter the house through the garage door because it's always unlocked and walk into the house. I check the security system and everything is still coded so I walk into the living room and place AJ on the sofa gently giving her a soft kiss before disappearing deeper into the house.

Time to go hunting.......
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(A few hours later)

Why? Why I question in my head once more looking at my bloody hands and AJ terror stricken face. I took a step toward her shaking figure and she placed her head on her knees, while circling her arms around her legs.

"It's over now" I told her rubbing her back. "Why?" She asked slowly lifting her head. "They were rotten so I got rid of them and now the worlds a little better" I explained. "No, why did you drug me" she said looking in my eyes.

I stared dumbfounded because she wasn't upset or scared of what she saw, she didn't like being knocked out. "I don't understand, why would you care?" I asked sitting next to her on the floor.

"I know you have these moments where you get angry and kill people to get your emotions in control. I also know everyone you have killed since I met you have been rotten people as you say, so I've been exposed to this side of you. So, why did you drug me this one time. I would have sat in the car if you didn't want me to see, but you knocked me out and carried my body into this house and laid me on that sofa" she told me.

"I don't like when you see me at my lowest but I also want you by my side at all times" I confessed looking at the sofa across from us that was thrown upside down now.

"If I hadn't woke up when I did you would be dead" she told me looking straight ahead.

She was right I was too busy focusing on the woman that the man who had been stabbed twice already got behind me while I was choking the woman and shot me in the shoulder and pinned me on the ground. The next thing I see is red and a heavy weight on me. Aj had slit his throat and picked up the gun and gave it to me. Thing is this wasn't her first time being a murder.

"How's you leg" I asked eyeing the large gash on her upper thigh. "Bleeding, but I'll live. How are you?" She asked. "Sore and there is still a bullet in my shoulder" I said feeling it.

"We should get going-"

"No need the police won't show up for a few days at least" I said cutting her off and standing up while offering her my hand.

"Why?" She asked taking my hand as I led her out of the living room to find a bathroom.

"Well the security code is still in tact. They were private individuals and they live far from the city with no neighbors for miles." I told her finding a bathroom and sat her on the sink counter telling her I'll be right back before exiting the room.
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AJ's POV

I stayed put and just admired the extravagant decor. I didn't wait long I guess because Dean came wondering back in with our bag of clothes and whiskey.

He threw the bag down by the door and sat the whiskey next to me and pulled a knife, tweezers, and a needle and thread out. It doesn't take a genus to figure out what is about to happen. He thread both needles before offering me his hand again. We stayed silent as he turned on the shower and stripped me then himself before we got into the shower.

We didn't talk the whole while he washed me and switched positions so he was under the water. The mark on my leg was still bleeding and it was stinging because of the water but I wasn't focused on any of that. Dean was turning me on by just being here next to me so when he turned to wash the soap away I bent his head down and kissed him with love and passion.

He eagerly responded and pushed me against the wall while picking me up and burying his dick deep in me causing me to cry out in his mouth. He fucked me four times in the shower before his arm gave out and we quickly washed again in cold water before getting out and drying off and standing naked in the bathroom.

I looked in the mirror and saw nothing but me and Dean and that makes me happy and scared for the future.
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A/N: I am sorry for the lack of detail I couldn't figure out how to transfer the scenes from my mind to paper clearly and this is the result. The story is almost over so bare with me a little longer.