Complicated (Eminem fan fiction)

Chapter 15

A week later

Me and Leticia are out clubbing today and we hang in the VIP with some of the boys, just as I think Marshall isn't gonna show up, he shows up. We haven't talked since I hanged up on him that morning and there's no doubt that he's angry with me as he doesn't even look at me. It makes me sad that it has to be this way with us once again but maybe it's for the best.
Hours later when we're all drunk, me and Leticia go out on the balcony just to get some fresh air.

"I don't get it man. Why don't you guys have some make up sex and get it the fuck over with?" Leticia asks.

"After that shit with Kim, I just can't.."

"Christina, he hasn't talked to the bitch since that shit, you know that. He's really sorry about that shit, so forget about it man, move on." Leticia cuts me off. I don't think she's aware of how hard it is to go back there knowing what he did, but I guess she's right, I can't keep playing this game, I have to realize that I can't just be friends with him.

"Everytime I just flirt with him, he gets mad at me."

"Cus you don't show him that you really want to man, you're playing him and he can see that, he ain't stupid."

"I'm not playing him Leticia."

"Yeah you do, you think it's funny to flirt with him but then you cut him off every time he comes too close."

"If I do that, i'm a horrible person."

"Yeah you are." Leticia laughs and I slap her on the leg.
Marshall now comes out and stops up looking at me, then he turns around to walk back in.

"Marshall?!"  I stop him and he turns around, he looks at me with a cold stare. I need to make it right between us. "Can we talk?"

"Imma pass." He says coldly and turns around again. 

"Please." I beg and he just stops up but doesn't turn around.

"Talk to her man." Leticia says as she gets up and go inside. Marshall comes over and sits down on the chair Leticia sat on, he doesn't say anything, he just fires up in his joint.

"I feel horrible." I say.

"You should." He says coldly without even looking at me.

"I'm sorry."

"You have used that word to much so it's useless now."

"Listen I understand you, i've been an idiot, okay? Marshall I don't wanna lose you."

"It's too late." He says and I feel a pain in my stomach as he says those words.

"Marshall stop shutting me out." I beg.

"What do you expect? I don't wanna follow you like a lost puppy, i'm drawing the line here." He says looking at me for the first time now.

"Marshall.."

"It's funny how you always is begging for my forgivness when you're drunk, cus if I call you tomorrow, you're a bitch again so i'm done with your fucking games Christina." He cuts me off.

"I miss you." I say in a low voice.

"Don't play that fucking card, I wont change my mind, i'm done with your fucking ass Christina, you had your fucking chance and you blew it."

"You slept with Kim, it was hard for me to deal with, it's confusing when I have so strong feelings about you but that thing just blocked it, you know?"

"How many times do I have to tell you that i'm fucking sorry?"

"You don't have to apologize anymore, I know you're sorry." I say honest.