Complicated (Eminem fan fiction)

Chapter 12

Tonight we're celebrating that Marshall won an award for his album. It has now been 4 months since we ended our little fling and we're actually really good friends now, we're doing better than ever expected.

We're really drunk when me and Marshall meet each other upstairs after I've been in the bathroom.

"I'm really proud of you." I say and Marshall leans against the wall while I stand in front of him.

"I'd never thought I would get this far." He says.

"But you did and you deserve it." I say as I slide my hand down his chest slowly.

"Don't do this to me man." Marshall sighs.

"What?" I ask confused, I really don't know what he's talking about.

"This.." He says as he looks at my hand on his chest and I immediately removes it. When I'm drunk I don't always think about my body language and now that he says it, I see that this is no way to touch your friends. "I finally got straight with that shit man, I don't need you to confuse me again." He says.

"I'm sorry, that wasn't my intention." I apologize and I get really embarrassed. Of course I miss him but I ended it and it is what it is. "Congratulation Marshall." I say smiling and I'm about to leave but he grabs my arm. I wanna leave because I'm afraid that I'm gonna do some stupid shit if I stay.

"I'm angry with myself everyday, you know that, right?" Marshall asks me.

"Don't be Marshall, shit happens, we just have to move on from where we stand." I say. It's funny how much he talks about his feelings when he's drunk.

"I haven't talked to her since." Marshall assures me. I know that already because Kim talks about it when I have my jobs at Beauty Girls, for some reason she trusts me.

"That doesn't make a difference Marshall, if you wanna be with her, be my guest." I say but I don't really mean it. I actually think that if he got back together with Kim then I wouldn't even be his friend.

"I don't." He assures me.

"Marshall I know you're sleeping with Janice, use your energy on her, not me." I say now because I think this is getting really awkward. Janice is a girl who Marshall recently started sleeping with, I know that she isn't just some groupie because they know each other for way back.

"I'm just fucking the bitch, are you mad about that?" Marshall asks.

"No, I'm not." I lie. I hate to see him with another girl but I would never admit that.

"Are you sleeping with anyone?" He now asks. I know exactly how Marshall is gonna react when he finds out that I'm sleeping with another guy now. Remember Michael the model guy? Yes I'm sleeping with him. Me and Michael aren't dating or anything, we're just fucking, it's never gonna be more than that because I have absolutely no feelings for Michael, I care about him but I don't have any romantic feelings for him what so ever.

"Marshall?" I then hear Janice calling from downstairs. That's what I call good timing!

"Up here." Marshall tells her but I can see on the look on his face that he really doesn't want her up here. She comes up and gives us a weird look, I know that Janice has feelings for Marshall and it pisses her off that me and Marshall are this close.

"What are you guys doing?" She asks with a fake smile.

"Talking." Marshall answers her coldly. Janice walks over to him and kisses him and Marshall looks at me while he's making out with her. It pisses me off because I can tell that Marshall is testing me, he wants a reaction but guess what? He ain't gonna get it. I'm not gonna lie, it hurts seeing him making out with Janice and I honestly just want to beat the bitch up.