Love Or Lust.?

Jealousy is an ugly look part two

Joseph was helping us practice for the big game. That was in a few months.
Everytime I would squat down, he would say "if you wanted to have it just ask Nicole" with a smirk on his face.. I'll laugh.. coach was talking to some of the girls and I was talking to Joseph. At the moment. I felt something hit my leg. I looked down and saw the ball, then I looked at Tiff. She had threw the ball at my leg.. I asked her "what was that for!" She threw another one. I moved out of the way. Telling her to rest her arm, but she just yelled "no! Maybe if you do your job and stop flirting with Joseph. I wouldnt be doing this." I said calmly "stop. You gonna hurt yourself."
I looked at Joseph and started to talk again. Coach told us to head to the locker room and change and go home. As I was walking tiff bumped into me saying "move fat ass! " that pissed me off. I grabbed her arm and pulled her to the side. "What is your fucking problem. ! What. Your mad bc I still talk to Joseph. !"
"You know why.. "
"Tiff no i dont .. tell why you are mad at me tiff."
"Because, you amd him liked each other and everyone said yall was a cute couple. ."
"Im sorry tiff get over it.!"
I walked to my truck amd Joseph gotten in and ask "what was that all about" i looked at him and said "nothing"

Once we gotten to my Hotel room, I felt Joseph hands pulling me to him. He smiled and said "what about now?" I took him to the shower and gotten undress, jumped in with him. We started kissing and touch . I kissed his sweet spot. I kissed his neck. Sucking and bitting. Smoothing it with my tongue, and slowly moving down his boby.
He pulled me up and said "I wanna love you." I had a shocked look in my eyes and thought. It's been awhile seen anyone said. that. He picked me up and gotten out of the shower and put me on the bed. Kissing my lips, then moving to my neck. He grabbed me thigh. I let out a moan. "Josssephhh, goooo easy. Please" he looked at me and said "okay. " he started to bit and sucking my neck, then licking my neck." He opened my legs wider for him to get in. He pushed in me. I let out a moan. I grabbed his arms tightly. "Niicooollee, I.. god.. I..I... missss yooou." "Joooseppph, I missss yoou too."
He started to go faster and harder, till we both reach our climax. After we had our fun. We both layed down talking. "Nicole? What did you .. I mean.. how.. any relationships?" I laughed and said "yeah, a few.. "
Joseph " is there a story..?"
Me " one guy name, Jason and the other jovannie. "
Joseph "what happen with them."*looking in my eyes..*
Nicole" Jason cheated on me. Within 3 months. Jovannie.. he was a sweet heart, but he went to the military and he gotten killed."

Joseph "im so sorry. It seem like you love jovannie alot.. but jason is an asshole."

Nicole "I do, I was pregnant with jovannie baby.. but the baby didn't make it. The baby only lived for three days. Jason.. he try hitting me, but I punched him before he could. My dad was there."

Joseph giggled as I told him the story about jason, but quickly reply "sorry about the baby, what was it"
I replied "boy. His name was Jonathan jovannie Lopez. He had a heart condition. " I looked at Joseph and saw a tear falling down his face, I wiped the tear off and said "It's okay. I have a tattoo of my baby with his footprint and it's by his daddy name. What about you?"
Joseph looked at me and said "no baby. no girl, but I do screw girls tho. It's just I miss this girl; but I should have stopped her from leaving and maybe her and I would be together, have a family by now."
I looked at him and had a small sad smile. He looked in my eyes and said.. "remember when we gotten in trouble with the cops."
*haha* "yes! I told you not to speed, or even have a race with that car."
Joseph giggled "well we won didn't we."
"Yeah with the cops! My dad was so pissed off at us. He made me do  military work outs. He would come to softball practice and make me do the workouts there. Remember "
Joseph "hey! I had to do them with you too. I just added more because we both a laughing."
*we both laughed*
Joseph pov
God, Nicole looks so beautiful. I missed her so much. I should have stopped her from leaving. I should have went with her. I love her. So much. When we wasn't together, I would do other girls just to forget her, or even past the time.
*end of pov*
Nicole "Joseph remember the last game..? When I said I'm ready.? "
Joseph "yeah, I forgot to wear a condom.. but i dont regret it."
Nicole "yeah, but I made you buy plan b. "
Joseph "yeah, even tho I didnt really want though."
Nicole "we didn't know how to raise a baby."
Joseph " I know," "maybe if we had a baby you wouldnt have left." He mumbled
Nicole "what?"
Joseph "nothing.."
Joseph started to cuddle with me and soon we both fell asleep.
I wake to someone phone ringing!
"Joseph" i said in a sleepy voice "your phone is ringing..."
Joseph said "I gotta go, I'll be back."
Nicole "okay,. I'll be here.. maybe.."
Tiff pov*
Seeing Joseph today brings memories back, like when him and I dated. I miss him. I want him. Ill do anything to have him!
*end of tiff pov*
I was walking to my room when I ran into Joseph.
Tiff "Joseph! Hey. I didn't see you there."
Joseph "oh, hey tiff, and its okay."
Tiff " what you doing here?"
Joseph "my room is just a few doors down from a friend. I went and seen them for a little bit.."
Tiff "oh, you should come see me sometimes. It be worth it.."* in a flirty way*
Joseph "yeah sure.. look I gotta go. See ya"
Tiff "yeah.. see you.."

*Joseph pov*
I heard my phone ringing off the hook. Nicole turned to me and said in her sleepy voice "Joseph, your phone is ringing."
I picked up my phone and answerd it. "Hey cody. Whats up."
Cody "get to the studio. ! Got a song to make!"
Joseph "okay."
I turn to Nicole telling her ill be back then she said "okay"
I walked out of her room. I bumpped into tiff. Gosh. I can't get away from her... we talked a little bit. She was flirting with me, but I kinda pushed her off.