Love Or Lust.?

The unexpected gift.

Joseph pov
Damn, I know the wedding thing was fucked up, but I know I gotta go on tour soon. I really dont wanna leave Nicole, but I got to.
"Nicole ? Babe?" I said looking for her.
"Yes?" She said as she put her hair up in the bun. "Babe, I gotta go on tour. I'll see you in a few months. Okay?" I said as I pull her closer to me. "Awe.. but.. I.. I'll miss you." She said with her gorgeous blue eyes, their like the ocean. Damn, imma miss her and her banging body!.

*leaving for the tour*
"Okay, rules! No girls, don't drink to much. Watch what you do. Make the fans happy.. like you do. And and.. be safe.." Nicole said as she pulling me in for a good bye passion kiss.
"Okay babe, the same rules are for you too, but not guys. If they are girls, video chat me. So I can watch. Okay babe" I said as I hump her from the front smiling like a crazy idiot.
"You're crazy." She said as she laugh at me.
We said our goodbyes and I left. I sucks that I had to leave her, but she got practice.

Once we gotten to where we was going. We set everything up and then went to the hotel. I started to text Nicole.

Text messages
Joseph - "hey babe. Made it at the hotel, going to sleep. Night babe."

Nicole -" okay, night."

End of pov.

It's been a month since I haven't seen Joseph. I really miss him. He been working alot. Mrya and I was hanging out and she told me, that she moving on really fast. She got a new guy. I hope she will be okay. I mean. The other john was an ass. I still say I broken my knuckles.
"Nicole! My new guy is soo sweet. You will die if you know who." Mrya said as she shaking my body. "Well! Tell me! " I said as I shake her back. "Nope. You will see, when Joseph get back. When we go on a double date." She said with the biggest smile ever! She killin' me.
We walked around the mall and once we gotten back to our house. Joseph text me telling me to get on and videochat him. So I did.
"Hey babe." He said
"Hey." I said back.
"What you doing? I miss you." He said as he gotten something to drink.
"Nothing. Just gotten back from the mall. What about you.?" I said as I lay on my bed.
"Nothing, we coming home early." He said
"Oh really!" I said as My excitement came out.
"Yeah. Just you know cody said he gotten a new girl?! And wants to go on a double date.!" He said with a puzzled look.
"So does mrya!" I said
"You dont think..? they..? could be?." He said
"No telling." I said
"Babe.. I gotta tell you something and you might hate me.." he said
His eyes started to tear up and had a puzzled look and I said "what.?" I started to tearing up, before he could say anything.
"I gotten drunk and another girl came on me and we... we.. did.. things." He said as he had a tear falling from his face. I sat up and
I couldn't breath, my heart had dropped to my stomach. I drop my phone on the bed. All i could hear was him calling me. "Babe? Babe talk to me? Nicole!" I just hanged up. I just cried the whole night. I couldn't get much sleep. I had softball practice, luckily today is just batting. I gotten to the feild and started to to get in my batting stance. The machine spit out the ball. I swong and missed. Every ball the machine was spiting out I was missing. My dad said "Nicole! Focus!" So i did. I focus on punching the shit out of that girl and Joseph and i hit the ball. This time I wasnting missing.

Once I was done, my dad pull me to the side and ask me what was wrong I said nothing. Half of a month later. Joseph came home. I was at the feild practicing, he walked to the batting box. Right where I am. I was hitting every ball. "What you think?" He said
I hit the ball, then said "punching you and that girl, that you fucked!" I said as I turn off the machine.
"I'm sorry." He said as he grabbed me.
"Let me go. You fucked her. Why!" I asked as I started to cry.
"I dont know.. I was intoxicated!" He pull me into him.
I pushed away and walked my truck. Once we gotten to the house. He kept on saying sorry. It was getting annoying. I turned around and punched him, i said as I rub my knuckles. "God! Damnit! That fucking hurt! But it felt good.!" He rubbed his jaw and said "let me see your hand." He looked at my hand and he said "I think you broke your knuckle" we went to the hospital and the doctor came in and said "well umm Ms.Rodriguez how did this happen.?"
I said "umm I was batting and the ball hit my hand." The doctor was buying it. He said "well, you are a pro softball player. So this happens alot. Be careful "
"Yes sir. " i said as they let us go. We gotten into the truck and we laughed. "Well my jaw hurt." Joseph said.
"You have a hard face." I said
"Do you forgive me?" He said as we started to drive home.
I wanted to say yes, but I can't just say yes. "I need time." I said as I looked at my knuckle.

Joseph pov

I been having this ring. I was gonna ask Nicole when we was in high school, but she didn't.. well I didn't ask.
*flashbacks begin *
"Sir.. how old are you.?" jewelry guy said
"Old enough to buy a girl I love a ring." I said as I picked out a ring and pay for it.
He just looked at me and took my money. Once I was out that when I heard about Nicole leaving.
*end of Joseph pov *