Love Or Lust.?

Jealousy is an ugly look.

*Tiff pov*
I saw Joseph pick Nicole. "Why.. her.. "
Cody "because they are best friends."
" shut up cody! I said with jealously
Cody mumbled under his breath . "Damn. You need to get laid."
I looked at him and said shut up. Just throw the ball.
End of tiff pov view *
Me " Joseph? "
Joseph " yeah.?"
Me " I gotta tell you something..?
Joseph " wh... * coach interrupts*
Okay head to the bus.. !! Its game!!
We all gotten on the bus and Joseph sat with me and asked "what you gotta tell me." I turn to him and said I'll tell you later. Its game time!

Flashbacks ends *
I wake up to my alarm going off! I get up and see Joseph still sleep, I didnt wanna wake him up. So, Iwalk to the shower turn it on and got in. After a few minutes, I feel someone's hands on my body. I turned around to see Joseph smiling. He said with his sleepy voice "I remember this. ." And winked at me. I smiled and said " do you remember everything we use to do..?"
He laughed and pull me closer.. and whisper in my ear "everything. I still look back and can't help, but smile. Do you remember this.?" Before I could say anything he started to kiss my neck. Sucking and bitting. Smoothing it with is tongue. I started to bitting my lip, feeling his hands move down my body. "Joseph" I moaned in a low voice as the hot water hitting my smooth skin. Joseph was grabbung my butt, all of a sudden. ! I feel a sting on my butt. "Ouch." I mumbled as Joseph rub my butt.
Joseph " oh, that hurt.. I'm sorry. You liked it tho."
I smiled and started to laugh and turn my back to him.
I gotten out of the shower and started to get dress for softball practice. Joseph turned the water off and watched me get dress. "Your ass still looks good. I should be able to remember that ass from anywhere."
"You should be able to remember my ass, you been behind me alot.. remember. .. " i said with a smile.
Joseph " oh. Yeah. I remember. . I loved how it moves, and its very comfortable to use as a pillow."
"Thanks. I gotta go to practice before d.... coach gets mad..."
" awe.. Nicole.. can I get a goodbye love before you go.. I didn't any last night.. "
"Maybe later.. and your the one who fell asleep. "
"Can I come.. ?plz ill be good.."
I looked at Joseph, he had his puppy dog eyes on me. I said "the last time you said you'll be good, we almost did it at your brother's birthday party. . But you can come.."he jumpped up and hugged me and kissed my lips " I smiled and said "please be good. For real. If not nothing for you."
We walked out to my truck and head it to the feild. Once we got there I remind him to be good. He gave me and smile. I know he gonna be a hand full already. Why did i agree to this!!
Once I stepped my foot in the feild, I let go of all my worries. I told Joseph to sit in the dugout as I get ready to hear my d.. I mean coach.
Coach "Nicole! Front and center! "
"Shit! I knew this was a bad idea. " i thought to myself
Coach "now!"
"Yes sir. " as I turn to jog to him.
"You needed something coach.." I Said with *i didnt do it look* coach looked at me and said with a smile "is that Joseph! ?"
I was surprised that i didnt get into trouble!. I quickly said "yes. I ran into him last night."
Mrya "hey Mr.Rodriguez ! You ready??!"
Coach walked up to Joseph as he stan up to shake his hands. The while team was staring. I knew it was a bad idea!. Joseph "Mr.Rodriguez ! Long time no see."
Mr.Rodriquez "man. The last time i saw you was .. when you and my daughter here gotten into some.. well alot of trouble. "
"Daaad" I growled
Joseph " it wasn't her fault.. i should have listen to her. "
Mr.Rodriguez "its okay. I was a troublemarker too. Until leaving my company. Then going back to the military. And now coaching my softball team."
Joseph "yeah. When Nicole told me you was leaving, she was very upset. She thought you wasnt gonna make it for the last game."
Mr.Rodriguez "I wouldn't miss it for the world."
"Dad!! Ugh. Softball! "I said loudly.
My dad looked at me and said its coach when we are in the feild..
"Well. Coach softball. Plz" i growled and walked to get suit up .
"See you later Joseph, unless you wanna hit some balls and hit it in the out feild. " coach/dad
"Yea sure that would be perfect " Joseph said.
I knew what Joseph was thinking. Its high school all over.

*flashbacks begin *
Back to Game day!
I wanted to tell Joseph that .. i think im ready.. but he fast asleep on my shoulder, its cute. Soon I fell asleep. 5 to 10 mins later. I hear people saying awe as coach took a picture. Of us sleeping. I look at Joseph. He was smiling. I said "what you smiling for.?"
Joseph said " they think we cute together. ."
Coach "we here!! Everyone off the bus "
Everyone gotten of the bus. The girls had to play first. We bat first. The empire said you need someone at first. Like another coach or player.. " coach said "Joseph! Stand by first base so you can tell them when to run. Okay. Dont risk it.! "
Joseph smiled at me and said "see you at first.. "
I looked at him and said "be risky? " with a smile. He said "always."
After tiff bat. She hit it to. Thrid baseman, almost getting out. Luckily she didn't. I think she knows whats up with Joseph and I. I was next. Joseph gave me a sign. I nodded . On the 2 strike I hit the ball into center feild. I ran to  first then ran to second base. Coach told me to stop at second. I could have ran to home. Mrya was next to hit. I threw my hands up. To give her the sign. *hit to left feild.. imma steal thrid base." She winked at me and i knew she was gonna do it. The other team's pitcher. Pitched the ball pasing the catcher. Tiff ran home and I heard Joseph say "slide !! Slide baby!!" I slide into thrid base getting up to run home.. the catcher gotten the ball and saying "walk back girl. "
I smirk at her remark, with that she threw the ball I ran to home and slide. I knew this game was gonna be like two rams raming each other. I gotten up and told mrya hit to center. *pitched* *clink* mrya hit it to center. Within 20 mins . I was finally on the feild suit up and  tiff pitched the ball giving me the death glare. I threw it back. Like wtf is wrong with you. I give her the sign. She shook her head and I gave her the sign again she shook her head. Then we finally gotten it through to her. *tiff pitched the ball* gotten the other pitcher out. The catcher was next . Tiff pitched the ball and the girl hit it to out feild . Luckily we gotten the ball and threw it to me in time as the catcher was sliding. I gotten her out but she hit my ankle with her shoes. Making me fall.
Joseph was gonna run to me, but I gotten up before he could. Within 45 we had won the game. We all was soo happy, even the boys came to us. Jumping for joy. I ran to Joseph jumping in his strong arms and kissed him. When we pulled away. I was surprised and he had a smile on his face. Whisper in his ear "I'm ready. " he smiled and said "I'll make sure your first time is something to remember, but i wont let it hurt."
I smiled and said "okay"
After the boys game , that they had won. We gotten on the bus to go back to the school. When we gotten off the bus ran to his truck. He was driving really fast to his house. Once he gotten out of the truck. He came on my side of the truck and picked me up, and ran up stairs to his room. He put me in the bed and started to kiss me, touching my while body. We was taken each others clothes off and he started to kiss my neck. Sucking and bitting it. Making me want more . I let out a moan. Joseph said with love in his eyes "are you sure.. your ready.. I'll stop if your not ready." I said "im ready."
We gotten fully naked and he pull me closer to him and pushed himself in me. I went slow for me and getting the hang of his rhythm. I started to moan louder and loud. I could tell he was enjoying hearing me moan. I mean who wouldn't enjoy a girl moan.. I said as I moan "you can go harder if you want? He said as he breath on my neck "you sure.?" I said "yes." He started to go fater and harder and I moaned even louder saying "ohhh my god! Joseph! " he said "to much?" I said "It's fine. I know you like it." I could feel my and his climax coming closer and closer. We both hit our climax. We lay in the bed and i soon realized that he didnt wear a condom.
*flashbacks ends *

Sorry it was long. Probably boring.