Love Or Lust.?

I want you now.

Joseph pov
Nicole been giving me the cold shoulder lately. Everytime I try to love on her, she would push me away. I wornder what's her problem is.?
"Nicole.? What's the problem? "
"Nothing, just leave me alone." With a whisper
"Is it someone else you aren't telling me about?" I said as i looked at her
"It should be." She said with a sarcastically
"Why are you being a bitch.? I did nothing to you." I said roughly.
"Oh. Im being a bitch! How about you just leave and fuck tiff! Like you been doing." She said with a tear falling from her eyes.
I stormed out of the her room as she said "thats what I thought! Go to your little whore!!"
I slammed the door shut and bump into chad.
"Joseph, just the man im looking for" she said with a evil grin on his face
"Chad, now isnt the time." I replied
"Well you been fucking tiff, so now is the time." Chad said with anger.
Next thing I know chad had punched me in the face. I gotten up and start to fight back. Untill the cops pulled us off of each other. I looked back and saw Nicole looking at me, then saw tiff looking. I knew who I loved but tiff. She just a toy. Thats all she wanted from me. Even tho Nicole and I arent dating. I doubt she will date my now.
End of Joseph pov
Nicole's pov
I heard a loud banging out in the hall. I could hear the cops saying "stop! Stay over there!" I looked out and saw Joseph in handcuffs, he looked back then looked at tiff. I went back inside and started crying. I want to be with him. I always wanted to be with him. Why ! Can I just tell him. I love him.
The next morning
I gotten up and jumpped in my shower. Once I gotten out, I gotten dress then went in my car. I went to the police station to get Joseph. I pay his bail. I was waiting a good ten minutes, untill the doors open and saw Joseph. I could tell he hasnt had much sleep. I ran up to him and hugged him. I started to cry. He hold me so close and tight. He picked me up and kissed me. He said with a smile on his face " I missed you. I love you. !! Can we leave now?" I smiled and said "yes. I miss and love you too."
End of Nicole's pov
Once we gotten into my room. I told him the big game is close. Joseph said "you will be fine. I know you. So why you been pushing me away.?"
I looked at him and put my head down and said "Joseph, it's. . I had a miscarriage. .."i started crying. Joseph pulled me to him and said "babe, im sorry."
"Joseph, why can't we just be together." I said shyly
Joseph pulled me away and looked into my eyes. "Nicole, that's all I want. That's all I ever wanted. Since the day i bumped into you and when I saw you play.. of course.. I wanna be with you. " we started to kiss and layed on the bed. His hand roamed my body freely and started to kiss my neck. To my chest grabbing my breast. I pulled his shirt off and he pulled mine off. He started to kiss my stomach then down to my thighs. Kissing my inter thigh. He pulled my shorts along with my underwear. I felt a warm wet tounge moving uo amd down and in me. I loved it. I moaned his name. He grabbing my hips, putting my legs on his shoulders. He gotten up and pulled his pants along with his boxers and gotten on top. He pushed himself in me. With every movement he was making .. I was baggging for more. He was going harder and harder. I moaned even more. I could feel his hand on my thigh. He was coming close and he came. After we both just lay in the bed. He said "so.. ? I gotten you pregnant. . But mis.. *looks at me and said*"im sorry. Ill shut up now" I looked at him and said "it happens now go to sleep.. " we both fell asleep.
Every day that I spend with Nicole i fall more in love with her. Just remembering the day she left.
*flashbacks begin *
Joseph pov *
I wake up and roll out of my bed. I went to my drawers. Nicole had her window open. I went to mine. I over heard her screaming and jumping around in her room. She said very loudly "Dad! Dad! I got in ! I got in!!! Im going to the best college! And play softball! Dad!! Dad!! Yes! !" When i heard that. My heart dropped.. shes leaving. I went and took a shower. After my shower, i heard my door open. It was Nicole. She ran and jumpped on me. She said "I'm going to college! " she kissed me and I gave her a fake smile and said "I'm happy for you."
She asked me "wanna have fun before I leave in two days.?" I looked at her and said "two days. ? Wow..Umm. Later okay." She looked upset but so was I.. I'm losing my best friend...The girl I love... When I saw her in her room, I walked to my mom and hugged her. She knew I was upset. Within two day. I saw Nicole putting boxes in the truck. Right before she was gonna get in, I ran outside in the rain. "Nicole! Wait." I said. She looked at me and said "I have to go." Then she run to me. I hugged and kissed her as i said with tears in my eyes "please dont leave me." She said with tears in her eyes. "I wish I could bring you with me" she let go of me as she was crying, As her and her dad pulled away. I just stood there. I knew she was looking in the side mirror. I cried and I knew she was crying. I pulled out my phone and started to call her. She picked up. Her voice was cracked up from her crying. I said as a tear fell from my eyes "I love you, I will see you and and I will find you and we can be together" she cried and said "I love you too and please do! I'll miss you. "
*flashbacks ends *
I wake up to Nicole phone going off. I wake her up. "Babe.. let's get up.. you got practice! " I said as I wake her up.. she moaned and groan as she gotten up.. "babe. Are you gonna tell your dad.." I said with concern
"I need to, but im just gonna play harder." She said with her sexy sleepy voice. God. I wanted to do her.
At the feild. Telling dad.?
Joseph was driving my truck and I was looking out the window. I knew we was getting close, and the closer why gotten there; my heart was beatinf out of my chest. I know how my dad feels when I told him about Jonathan. He was so upset, but I have to tell him. When we gotten to the feild. I walked ip to my dad and said "dad, i know you want me to call you coach on the feild .. but this.. this is very important.." my dad looked at me and said "okay, tell. "
"Dad.. I had a miscarriage. I didn't know. I guess I worked to hard." I started to tear up. My dad was too. The only thing he said was, "It's okay " as he hugged me. "Just take it easy.."
"I can't dad. You know I have to work harder to get my mind off of it." I said as i pulled away. " Now.. you act like my coach and you tell me to work my ass off." I said
"Okay, NOW GET YOUR ASS OUT THERE and go practice " my dad said. I turned around and said "you got it coach"

*sorry its long. I just have a idea for the next one. So please bear with me."