You Are My Dream

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Olivia's attitude about having a baby has completely changed in the past couple of days. Now she won't stop talking about it and she is so happy that we are having a baby together.

She went to the doctor and the doctor did a test and she is officially pregnant and I am the father of her child. It brings me to tears every time that I think about it. When she told me that she was pregnant I was the happiest man in the world.

I kind of understand why she was so scared at first. It was out of nowhere and we were not expecting that to happen at all. But it was my fault, because I didn't use protection that night and I should have.

Anyways, I understand why she was so scared, she was scared because she was afraid of what other people would think or say. Not only was she afraid of that, she told me this reason; she was scared that she would end up being a single mother and that's not what she wanted. She was scared that I was going to walk out on her and our child. But I would never, ever do that to her. She is my everything, I couldn't just leave her behind.

I guess since it was all happening so fast, she wasn't really thinking straight and she was thinking the worst possible. I knew exactly why, she did not want the same thing to happen to her that happened to her mom. That is her biggest fear in the world, ending up like her parents. The entire time we have been together, at certain times she would get scared and kind of shut down.

That's exactly what happened this time. She was afraid of losing me, because we aren't married and she thinks that I would just get up and leave her. Hell no, never, I'm not going to leave her. I'm going to be by her side forever.

She knows I would never do what her dad did to her mom. I don't know why it even crossed her mind.

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I wrapped my arms around her waist as we stared at the sunset from our terrace. "Baby..."

"Yeah?"

"I love you so much, Olivia."

"I love you too, Justin. I'm sorry for not being very positive about all of this. But I hope you understand that I reacted in that way for a reason. I'm sorry if I'm being over dramatic, it's just, this is a huge deal for us. Justin, we're not even married that's the main reason I was so afraid."

"Baby, it's okay. I understand why you were scared, it makes sense. The media is not going to know anything, I promise you that right now. I'll do every thing in my power to make sure the wrong person doesn't find out about the baby. I also promise you that we will find the perfect time and we will get married. I don't want to rush you into anything it would just be too much."

"Thank you for being so understanding and supportive of everything. I couldn't imagine a better person to be the father of my child. You're going to be an amazing dad, Justin. I love you so much."

"I'm so happy that you're having my child. You are an incredible person and you are going to be an amazing mother. I love you so much too."

I smiled and put my hands on her stomach. "...and I love the little girl or guy who is inside of there just as much."

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Olivia and I were sitting on the chairs at the counter in the kitchen. I made us dinner and now we were eating ice cream.

She was wearing a black tank top and grey shorts and I was wearing red basketball shorts and a white t-shirt.

I had been teasing Olivia lately about little pregnancy things and practically forced her to eat a lot.

"Justin I'm full I don't want anymore!"

"Why not? Come on, my baby is saying 'feed me daddy I'm hungry'. You have to feed two now."

"I'm six weeks pregnant, I haven't hit the hungry all of the time stage yet. Besides, the baby is the size of a peanut it can't talk."

"Come on you know you want some more." I said and tried to force her spoon in her mouth.

She tried to push my hand away and was laughing. "Stop it Justin!"

I finally won and she rolled her eyes. "Fine, Jesus Christ!" She took a bite and narrowed her eyes at me. "Are you happy now?"

I grinned. "Yes I am."

She snatched the spoon out of my hand and before she could get more on the spoon, it fell and landed right in her shirt, in between her boobs.

My mouth dropped and I couldn't help but laugh. Olivia was laughing as hard as I was and I almost fell off of the chair.

"Baby how does that even happen?" I asked between laughs.

"I don't even know, but it's not the first time it has happened."

"Well shit, I mean when you have tits like that all sorts of things can happen."

She gasped and smacked my shoulder. "Justin Drew Bieber!"

"I must be in trouble, you used the full name and everything."

"I wouldn't have had to if you didn't make that comment."

The spoon was still sticking up and I laughed again. "Tell that spoon that those are mine." I said and pulled the spoon out.

"Yeah, yeah I know. We have had this conversation before." She said.

"I never got to sign them, but they are still mine."

She rolled her eyes. "I don't think you know this, but they are just going to get bigger."

My eyes widened. "Oh really? How is that?"

"When you're pregnant the milk stores in your boobs so they get bigger. I don't know." She shrugged.

"Hmm, interesting." I smiled. "Yes!" I said to myself.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing, nothing at all." I said.