If We Were A Movie(Liam Payne)

~Chapter Twenty~

AVA

I paced back and forth trying to get my head straight. My heart was pounding erratically inside my chest. Everything felt off. It was like my heart was beating too fast but my lungs could not breath in enough air. My hair was tied up in a loose bun, strains of hair were falling onto my face. I was quick to push them back. I could not think. Mind was racing. 

Is Liam cheating? Does he honestly think that Doris is nice and she has had nothing to do with my injury? He is not opening his eyes to what I see. I feel hurt that he is taking Doris's side and not believing me and backing me up. 

I mean of course Doris likes Liam, who wouldn't? As soon as I walked in yesterday and saw her sitting on my couch with my coffee cup and drinking coffee that I bought wearing my rope made my body go crazy. I thought I was loosing my mind. I locked myself up in Liam and I's room and he was furious at me because I apparently was being rude to our lovely guest. 

Excuse me Liam but your wrong. 

He hadn't tried to come in ever since I screamed at him through the door to fuck off. It's been twenty-four hours since then. I don't even know where he slept or if he is even here. But I was so angry at him. How could he do this to me?  

I did not sleep. I could not. I've been pacing back and forth all night.  All night long. It was one hell of a long night. 

A soft knock on the door halting me. "Av? Are you awake?'' 

Liam. 

My heart ached because I missed him. I really did but I felt so betrayed. I could not seem to shake off the feeling of Doris taking him away from me. She knows what she is doing and it's working. That's for sure. I didn't want Doris to get to me but she has. My jealous side has gotten the best of me. I wanted to kiss him and pretended everything was okay but I knew it didn't work like that. I had to stand my ground on this one. 

"Ava, we really need to talk about this.'' Liam's voice pleaded form the other side. 

I was torn. Do I open the door and be mad at him and let him explain what is going on. Or do I pretend I'm asleep and give myself space from him?

"Ava is you are awake I want to see you. I miss you.'' 

But I stood my ground and never moved my spot to get the door. I heard him sigh from the other side of the door before walking away. I didn't even know why he wanted to talk. There was no explanation to his actions. He was just too blind to see what really is going on and wouldn't believe me. I always am there for him and take his side through everything. He is not giving me the same thing.  I was lost with myself. 

I felt so sick. Sick to my stomach. One because I had a terrible concussion and bruises all over my body from the stupid crash. And this whole thing with Liam and Doris were not making it any better. On top of all of this Zayn and Perrie were both acting so strange. Especially Zayn. He was my best friend and he hadn't texted or called once. Which is so unusual. He is never like this. Ever. I felt like things were going on behind my back. People were keeping things from me. Things that I'm sure were not good. 

I could not be here anymore. I can't. 

***

"Thank you for doing this.'' 

"I get it. I'm here for you Ava. Remember that.'' 

"I know, I know. It's just everybody is acting so weird to me. This whole thing with Doris and Liam and now Zayn and Perrie. Everything feels off.''