He Got Me

Thank You or Goodbye?

I look over and see tanners eyes shift to mine. Her pretty blue eyes. I missed those eyes.

"Hey, beautiful." I whisper.

I see tears in her eyes which makes me cry.

"Please dont cry, babe." She says in a soft tone

"I'm alright. I'm here with you now. Everything's fine. I promise." She insures me.

"Yes, but that's not it. I'm glad you're here with me but I almost lost you. I failed you. I promised nothing would happen to you and I broke that promise. Its my fault you're in her." I say

"The reason why I never told you I liked you was because I didn't want to hurt you. Once someone gets to know me or gets close to me, I end up hurting them accedently. I took the risk if asking you to be my girlfriend and I put you in the hospital. I can't bare to see you get hurt anymore, Tanner. I cried for days cause I thought I was gonna lose you. Evrytime I saw you, my heart shattered in millions of pieces. You're to beautiful to get hurt. I failed you tanner. I failed you. I hurt you." I say crying.

She just stares at me like she doesn't know what's going on. She tries to speak but fails. I don't know if I can take this anymore.

"I'm outta here." I say.

**Tanners P.O.V.***
I just lay there trying to figure out what the hell just happened. I can't bieve he said that. "I'm outta here" what did he mean by that?

Moments later Trey walks in.

"Hey, gorgeous." He says smiling. I can't help but laugh at his comment.

"Hey skittles" I laugh and so does he.

"How do you feel? I'm glad you're back." He says

"Fine. You?" I ask

"OK now that you're awake. Now I don't have to worry about loseing you." He says

"That's nice. Thanks for your concern." I said politely.

"Do you know what's up with Blake?" I ask

"He has been very depressed lately. He said no matter what, he always ends up hurting people who get close to him. He took the risk of asking you to be his girlfriend and he hurt you. He's really hurt and doesn't know what to do." Trey explain.

"So what does this mean. Is he dumping me because he is blaming himself for another guy putting me in the hospital?!" I say getting upset and mad.

"Well when you put it like that...." Trey says

"Trey! This isn't a laughing matter. Stop being a smartbutt." I say laughing.

"Sorry. You just woke up and now your upset. What else am I suppose to do. Punch him for thinking so stupid?" He asks

"YES!" We both laugh at that.

Next few hours I lay in bed wondering where Blake is. Wanting to know what's going through his mind. Just thinking about it is making me sick. I took a big risk saying yes to the bad boy and he took a risk of aski g me out. Was this a sign. A sign of us not working out? I'm scared. We have been dating for about a month now I think and we are fixing to end. I don't want that. Ugh, why does life have to be so damn difficult?!?!

20 minutes later, he walks in. His face isn't happy.

"Tanner, we need to talk." He says.