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Picture of tanner. More like a memory in Blake's head.

Its been 3 days since Tanner has been put in the hospital and she still hasn't woken up. Why did this have to happen to her. She didn't do anything wrong. Every second, every minute, every hour, every day I miss her. I can't tell you enough how much I miss her voice. Just looking at her crushes me. You know that saying time stands still? Well it feels like time has been frozen.

I get up and walk out cause I couldn't bare to see her like this. I need to get out. Go somewhere and lose my mind. I need to get this out of my system. I decide to go to my personal gym.

***gym***
I start punching at the bag. Each hit. Harder and harder. I am so mad at my self. I put her in this position and I can't get her out of it. Do you know how painful it is to see someone you love slowly dying and only have a small chance of living?! It hurts. It feels like someone had stabbed me in the heart.

I punch the bag faster and faster. Tears fill up in my eyes. I fall. I fall on the ground just crying my eyes out. I am such a bad person. I hurt everyone around me and I can't stop. No matter what I do, I always end up hurting someone.

***next day***

"Blake. Blake. Wake up. Blake." Trey says

"I'm up I'm up" I say

"Dude, me and Bentely have been looking all over for you. What happened?!" Trey asks

"Well, I was sitting in her room and I couldn't stand sitting there just looking at her. Wondering when she was gonna wake up. It hurts to know that my baby, I dying. And I can't do crap about it. I came here to hopefully get things off my mind but the more I tried the worse it got. Tears fell and I just layer here crying wishing I never put her in this situation." I exlaim

They just sit there, looking at me with mixed emotions.

"Well come one. We will take you to get something to eat and then we will go see her. I promise." Bentley says.

We get home so I can take a shower. 15 minutes later I am out. I get dressed and we are off to go eat.

**Denny's**

"Hi, I am Mark. I will be your waiter for tonight. Can I get you something to drink?" Mark asks

"Coke" everyone says at once

"Haha, ok. 3 cokes. Those will be out shortly." Marks says as he walks away
I just sit there. Pictures of Tanner rolling through my head like a movie. I just want her to wake up.

"Blake, Tanner will be fine. I promise." Trey says.

"How can you be so sure? She hasn't been able to breathe on her own for 3 days." I says will irritation.

"I don't. I just have faith and hope. Which you don't have. That's what is causeing you to be so pissed off. You need to see how strong tanner is. You need to have faith and hope in your damn girlfriend Blake. Stop just sitting around mopeing all the time. Talk to her. Try and make her wake up." Trey says frustrated.

After eating, we go home. I decide to go back to the hospital. I grab the keys to my bike and I am off.

I take the long way there cause I want to get some fresh air before I have to see tanner again. My poor baby.

20 minutes later I arrive. I have flowers and a teddy bear that I got from the gift shop downstairs. I walk in and there she is. Laying still again. 5 minutes later, the doctor walks in.

"Blake, its nice to see you again." He says

"You too doc." I reply

"Can I talk to you for a second out here?" He asks

"Sure." I get up walk out

"What's up?" I ask

"We checked tanner and we are gonna take off the breathing tubes. She is finally able to breathe again. We don't know when she will be waking up though." Doc says

"Does this mean she will be able to live?" I ask

"Yes. But when she does wake up, she is gonna need alot of rest. We will give you some prescriptions for her. She needs to take these daily. After that, she should be able to go back to normal in about 2 weeks." Doc says

"Alrightxm, thanks doc." I say.

I walk back in and there they are. The nurses are taking out her breathing tubes. I can't believe my girl will be ok.

I walk over to the couch when they are done and turn on the TV. I flip to the sports channel. Cowboys playing sehawks. Let's go Dallas.

20 minutes later, I fall asleep.

**next day**

I am woken up by a voice.

"Hi baby" Tanner says in a low voice.

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