Falling for You

Chapter 11

"Hi Ollie it is?" A man came up to him.
"Yeah. That's me." His face was bruised, he had a broken nose and a red face from where he had been sleeping on the hospital chairs.
" I'm Dr Kean, Zosia's psychologist, it seems she has settled over night, it seems this episode has lasted a few weeks, she believes she has been seeing her mother for a while, and no doubt the hormones of being pregnant and lack of medication contributed to this."

"How is she now?"
"Well it seems the medication is kicking it, I've had a talk with her and she realises she was now hallucinating and does know her mother is not alive but she's not 100% not yet. I would like to keep her under watch at the moment, but I don't think she is a risk to herself or others so I won't need to apply for section."

"Can I see her?"
"Sure, but just remember it's gonna to take a few days maybe weeks for her to calm down fully." Ollie nodded and simply shook the doctors hand.

He opened her door, and found a sleeping Zosia in her bed snuggled up under the duvet. She had red circles under her eyes, In evident anguish of the night before.

He slowly edged to her side and sat down. The bed made a gentle creak but she didn't stir. He swiped a gentle piece of hair out of her eyes and laid down so their noses were touching.

"You really scared me you know Zosh, I've never felt so helpless. And I know this might happen again in the future, but I don't care because you know what? It made me realise how scared I am of losing you. Bipolar or not. I love you."

He then kissed her nose before getting back off the bed, he went to open the door when he heard a gentle croak.

"Ollie." He turned round and saw Zosia sitting up in bed.
"Hey how you feeling?" She just smiled sadly.
"How did you do that to your face Oliver?" But he didn't answer, " Oh God, I didn't do that did I?" The continuation of the silence confirmed her answer.

She hung her head in shame,
"Look Zosh, I know it wasn't you, and I don't care, I just want you to be safe and happy. You come first. Simple. So don't beat yourself up about it will you because it won't make any difference."

Ollie then joined her on the bed, they embraced and Zosia rested her head on his shoulder. "I'm so sorry."
"Look at me Zosia, you have done nothing wrong, I love you. Don't ever forget that."

He then kissed her gently on the lips yet It was filled with so much lust and passion.

"I love you too."