We are the spark that lights the flame.

When your gone.

Quick (a/n): i love this song and if it seems like I'm using it too much please let me know! Also trigger warning! Reader discretion is advised!!

Violet's POV:
All day i lied in bed with the blankets covering my fave occasionally crying as the memory flashed around in my head repeatedly. How could he do such a thing, he seemed so nice and it actually looked like we could have had a future together!? But i was wrong, wrong for him, wrong for everyone.

My eyes grew more sore the more i cried, every now and then I received a call from one of the guys. Me being sad just wanted to be left alone so i let go to voicemail.
-Mikey's  Voicemail:-
"Hey Violet, you okay? I know what he done was wrong and trust me i hate him for it! But please don't do anything stupid, he loves you, you love him... *sighs* just please let me know your okay? Bye Vi...

Frank's voicemail:
Vi please pick up, we are all fucking worried about you! Your not answering anyone, Gee was a dick okay? Move on and get over it, its his loss that he lost the most amazing person in his life!"

Ray's voicemail:
"Violet, we are all here for you. Please don't ignore us, we can be your little ray of sunshine in your time of darkness. Just please call or text one of us back..."

Bob's Voicemail:
"Gerard is a dick!"

All i did was listen to music, all day. Some of them were mine and Gerard's songs, we would dance and sing along together whenever Kill or Be Killed by New Years Day was playing...

I soon started to cry again, my phone shuffled to When Your Gone by Avril Lavigne, as if on que with my tears. I was instantly hit with all of our memories together. The day we first met, when we got together, when he saved me from death, our time at the park yesterday morning, our dance at the prom, when we skipped school, when he punched Brendon in the nose...

My tears could not stop over flowing, when Gerard's gone i need him with me when i cry, the side of my bed where he lied is made up in his side. But every piece of my heart shattered, all of my happy feelings were buried so deep that my mom was worried that i became depressed rather quickly.

After the song finished, i got a call from Gerard Way himself. I ignored it and cried into my pillow trying hard not to throw my phone at the wall. It went to voicemail, them words i need to hear to always get me through the day i had long forgotten.

Gerard's voicemail:
"Violet, I'm sorry. I really am, i was drunk, i understand i-if you hate me or want to be alone but... I need you, your my forever. When your gone i cant help myself but cry into my pillow, I've asked Mikey for advice but he ignored me. Everything that i do reminds me of you, the clothes that you left on my floor, they smell just like you! I need you right now... I love you Violet, your my everything. That slut at the party, she was nothing! I swear, we are made for each other! But when your gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you, them three words i need to hear... To get me through the day...
I love you Violet, I miss you sugar..."

I stopped crying but still had very wet cheeks, i grabbed my phone and threw it against the wall and screamed. I accidentally knocked over the picture frame with the picture my mom took of me and Gee before we went to prom...

The glass smashed and i noticed all the shards on the ground... I started crying again and there was a voice in my head saying stuff like "do it, your worthless. You were just his side-hoe..." The voices carried on until i picked up a piece, rolled up my sleeve and scrapped the sharp end up my arm making a large, bleeding cut...

I miss you gee...
When your gone...

(A:n): i did say that there was a trigger warning, i am sorry if this chapter hit you in the feels trust me it did me but like with the smutty chapter I accidentally made this story go in that direction. Once again i am sorry for the trigger, the smutty chapter, the sad song choice. But trust me this book will get better!