We are the spark that lights the flame.

I wont give in!

Gerard's POV:
What the fuck have i done? I hurt her feelings, i made a fool out of myself, everyone hates me, Violet hates me!!
As soon as i Violet left the party, i tried running after her but i passed out because i was drunk.

I woke up at home and remembered what happened and started to cry, "no no no NO!!" I shouted and then Mikey came upstairs and came into my room. "Shut up asshole!" "Mikey, i know what i done, i know it was wrong! And I'm sorry i really am!" Mikey must have been really angry with me because he started shouting, he never shouts! "IM NOT THE ONE YOU NEED TO SAY SORRY TO! THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE IS SITTING AT HOME ALL ALONE, NOT TALKING TO ANYONE! WE ARE ALL WORRIED SICK ABOUT HER! AND YOUR SITTING HERE NOT DOING SHIT ABOUT IT!"

He stormed out of my room slamming the door behind him, i saw her prom dress on the floor and remembered how beautiful she was that night, she is still beautiful. I picked it up and cuddled it close to me crying into the soft black and red silk, it still smelled like her. God i fucking miss her!

After a few hours of talking to myself trying to convince myself to call her in hope that she will pick up, i finally did it... She never picked up, it went to voicemail!

"The person you are calling is unavailable to take your call right now, please leave a message after the beep."

BEEP!

"Violet, I'm sorry. I really am, i was drunk, i understand i-if you hate me or want to be alone but... I need you, your my forever. When your gone i cant help myself but cry into my pillow, I've asked Mikey for advice but he ignored me. Everything that i do reminds me of you, the clothes that you left on my floor, they smell just like you! I need you right now... I love you Violet, your my everything. That slut at the party, she was nothing! I swear, we are made for each other! But when your gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you, them three words i need to hear... To get me through the day...
I love you Violet, I miss you sugar..."

After i finished the voicemail, i cried into my pillow. I could not help it! I love her, i love her so much that i would die for her! Violet is my everything, as soon as i met her i knew that she was perfect in every way possible!

But now I've lost her, it was all my fault! There has to be a way to get her back... I will find that way, i cant live without her! I wont stop until i find a way to get Violet back in my arms!!

I wont give in!!