The Joshleen Journey

On stage #10

Josh's POV
I have no idea what just happened. I can't believe I hurt Colleen that bad. I'm so selfish. I'm an asshole. Dick. Douche. Bitch. You name it, that's what I am. Demi stands there in complete silence shocked from what had happened. Just as I was about to say something Simon comes straight for us. "There you guys are. It's time to go on stage." he says as we nod and walk out to our seats as the audience cheers.

The people sing. Audience claps. Judges judge. That's all that happens. I can't focus. My head just keeps going to Colleen and how sad and angry she was. My heart drops when I see who is performing next. Colleen.

As the previous' performers act closed to an end I started to get really nervous. "Can I have some water?" I ask Demi as she hands me hers. "Just relax." she says as nosey  Simon chimes in and asks "why does he need to relax?" Demi handles it and tells him while I sip on the water. "Up next a crowds' favorite... and also a judges'. *giggles* Colleen Ballinger singing 'I have nothing by Whitney Houston'!!!!!!!" the announcer says. She walks out and the crowd goes ballistic. She stand on the X and smiles. "Hey beautiful." Demi says as the crowd cheers. "Hey dem." she says and slightly smiles. "Blow us away." Britney says as the track starts. She starts singing her heart out as I get chills. The audience is silent in complete awe. She sings with so much passion until she starts to choke at the lyrics.

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing
Nothing
Nothing
If I don't have you

Tears are running down her face by the time the song ends. The second she stops the last note every single person in the audience stands up and cheers the loudest I've ever heard. Those lyrics hit me like a bus. That's what I did to her. I walked away from her and this is how she's feeling. As the crowd dies down I'm still staring. Tears are running down my face. I quickly wipe them and look down. The announcer comes on and stand with Colleen with his arm around her. "Wow." he says. "The audience was silent throughout the whole song just listening. That was amazing am I right people?" he yells into the microphone as the crowd cheers. "So Simon. Let's start off with you." he says and now the attention is on Simon. "I have never been more moved by someone singing in my whole life. That was truly incredible. There's no denying that you have talent. However, a little less vibrato in your long powerful notes and just let them flow. That's just a personal preference but it was still amazing." he says as she nods.

"What about you Britney?" the announcer says.
"I'm speechless. All I have to say is work it girl!!" she says and laughs as well as Colleen. "Demi." the announcer says. "You're pretty incredible girl. The passion in that song just about killed me. I know a lot of people don't know why you were so passionate and emotional in this song but I do and to be able to keep singing while getting a little choked up shows tremendous voice control and talent. Not to mention such a strong woman. I'm so glad I have got to you. Love you girl." Demi says as Colleen says "Thank you. I love you too." "Last not but not least. Mr. Emotional. What do you have to say about your talented girlfriend?" the announcer says as Demi pats my back. "ex." Colleen says. The crowd gasps but then goes silence. "... um.. I-I- " I stutter as tears start to fill my eyes. "Ex??" he says. "Apparently." she says quietly but sad. "What did you do to her?" he says jokingly. "What do you mean?! I asked her to marry me but she said it was too soon!!!" I raise my voice finally snapping as every body is shocked with their jaws dropped. "And?" Colleen asks. "And what?" I say back. "And that you said you were fine with waiting but then break up with me and ignore me for two days!" she says starting to cry. "I'm sorry." I say as she runs off stage leaving everyone speechless. I get up and run back stage to find her.

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