The Joshleen Journey

Lies #16

Colleen's POV
"What time are you going to be home?" I ask Josh as he grabs his keys. "Probably around 10." he says. "That's late babe. Can you come back a little earlier please. I miss you." I ask him. It's true I miss him a lot. "Sure babe." he says and kisses my lips quickly then walks out the door. I sigh once the door shuts. I feel like that boy is never home anymore. He's always at that freaking studio. Of course I'm proud of him and all that but I hardly ever see him. I just wish he can understand that I put all my work and projects on hold for him. It's very frustrating if you ask me.

Hmmmm. It's 8:30. What can I do for an hour and a half. I can't clean because he haas maids, can't go anywhere without a body guard because of fans and paparazzi. Speaking of paparazzi, they have been ridiculous lately. Running into people, blocking us so we can't walk, waiting for us when we leave our freaking house. It's getting out of hand. That's why we have hired body guards. I decide to get my bathing suit on and go swimming to kill time.

I finally get out of the pool a while later and go to take a shower so I'm fresh and clean.
Once I get out I grab my phone from the dresser and check the time. It's 11! He said he would be home an hour ago! I go and look at his snapchat to see if he's coming home or not.

He's at freaking bar!! What the actual fuck?! I call his number and wait as it rings. He finally picks up.

J: Hello
C: Where are you, I thought you were coming home at ten.
J: Sorry babe. I'm still at the studio, I'm going to leave right now.
C: Bull shit!
J: What?
C: You aren't at the fucking studio! You're at a damn bar drinking! Go ahead keep your drunk ass at the bar, I'll be gone when you come back.
J: Colleen stop!
C: No you stop Josh. I haven't seen you in weeks. I barely even see you and now you're fucking lying to me! How should I even believe if you are even going to the studio?!
J: I'm sorry! And I have been at the studio all the other times. I just wanted to have a little fun.
C: And why can't you have fun with me?! Why couldn't you have taken me with you?!.. Wait.. are you cheating on me?!
J: What no!!! Listen I-

I hang up on him and sink to the floor. The disappointment and pain that I'm feeling is unbearable right now. I can't be here anymore. I go to the closet and grab a back pack then put clothes and toiletries in there until I can't fit anymore. I don't even know where to go right now but I grab my keys anyways and head towards the door. I step outside and lock the front door as I head to my car. The front gates open as Josh's car pulls in. I hurry and try to unlock the car door. Josh bolts out of his car and runs over to me and grabs my arm. "Where the fuck do you think you are going Colleen?!" he asks out of breath. "Why do you even care?! Go back to the bar and get drunk with your little hoes!" I yell at him. I unlock the car door and open the door with tears streaming down my face. "Are you kidding me right now Colleen?! I only went to the bar once! You act like I'm a fucking alcoholic." he says raising his voice. "Even if you did only go to the bar once, you still lied to me. Like, do you know how much I have missed you these past three weeks?! Do you know how much I wanted my boyfriend but couldn't because he could care less about me?!" I yell at him quickly. I hear a car pull as both of our heads turn. A young blonde walks out. "Hey Josh, you forgot your wallet at the b-studio." she says as anger flows through my body. I get in my car quickly and lock the doors. He bangs on the windows as I put it in reverse and fly out of the drive way.