The Joshleen Journey

Shocked. #5

This is a WARNING!!! If you are not mature enough for a sexual paragraph, please leave. But I love y'all enjoy!🙃
Colleen's POV
I wake up in Josh's arms. He smells amazing. I try to get up to grab my phone off the nightstand but I can't move. After a bit of struggling I finally got an arm lose. "Hey baby." Josh says and smiles. "I'm sorry I woke you up babe." I say kissing his nose. He yawns. "It's okay." I set down my phone and turn around so I'm facing him. I wrap my body around him and snuggle up. "Comfy?" He asks laughing. "Mhm." I say lifting my head up. He looks down and smiles at me. He places his hands on my butt. I lean in towards him and our lips touch. His hands rub my back slowly as he kisses me again. I get tingles. I add my tongue to the kiss as he adds his. I pull him in tighter with my leg around him. The kiss gets more passionate as I slide my body on top of his, straddling him. I bite his lip and kiss down his face to his jawline. I lick down his neck until I find his spot. I suck slightly and rub his chest. His head moves with the rhythm of my tongue. He breathes hard as a moan passes his lips. I move my hips on his area back and forth. I can feel him growing bigger. "Mm baby." He moans. I take off my shirt as his hands hold my waist. He leans up to my breasts and kisses them. I take off his shirt then he continues again. My head falls back. I grab onto the waist of his pants. I slide them off and take off mine. I kiss him intently and passionately. I start to take off his underwear. "Babe." He says and we stop. "What?" I ask. "I'm a virgin." "Really?" I ask shocked. ".. Yeah." He says quietly. "Aw it's okay babe." I say and lean back in. "No. I don't want to have sex. I mean I wa.." He says before I cut him off. "Ok." I say and get off of him. I put on my clothes and grab my phone. "What are you doing?" He asks. I start walking out as he hops out of bed. "Colleen." He says and grabs my arm. "Stop. You don't want to have sex with me. That's fine." I say and jerk my arm away. I walk to the living room. "Wait. Let me explain Colleen." "Please just let me go. I don't want to hear why you won't have sex with me or what's wrong with me." I say getting tears in my eyes and walk out the door. I call an uber and wait outside. It arrives and I get in. "Hello." The driver says. "Hi" I say not wanting to talk. "That's a huge house." He says. "Yeah." I finally get to my house and cry.

Josh's POV
Ugh! Why can't Colleen just listen to me. I was already embarrassed as it is. I want to have sex with her but I promised myself that I would wait until marriage. I need to explain to her. I call her but no answer. I call her again and no answer. I get dressed and start driving to her house. I park and walk up to her apartment door. She opens it and strands here quiet. "Colleen, I'm sorry." "Ok." Is all she says. "Please let me explain." I beg. "Okay." She says. She invites me in as we sit on the couch. "Okay why?" She says. "Babe I do want to have sex with you... I just promised myself that I would wait until marriage so it would be special for my wife." I say on the verge of tears. She grabs my hand. "I'm so sorry baby." She says and gives me a hug. "I love you so much." I say into her shoulder. "I love you too babe." She says. She gives me a peck and goes to the kitchen. "Want breakfast?" She asks opening the fridge. "Of course." I say and laugh.

We finished breakfast and just sat at the table talking. "Well we could do other stuff." I say
"I guess." She says and gets up. "Colleen are you mad?" I ask her. "No" she says. I get up and walk behind her. I run my hands up her body and kiss her neck. She steps away from me and says "I'm going to go get dressed." She says and walks to her room. Wtf?! Why won't she kiss me? Like kiss me kiss me. Ugh!

The whole day I haven't even touched Colleen. She won't let me. It's very frustrating. And when we went out for lunch even the paparazzi asked if we were fighting. This needs to stop. We are back at her place sitting on the couch watching Netflix. She is on the other end. "Colleen." I say to her. "Yeah?" "Come over here." I say and pat the couch. She scoots closer. "That's all?" I ask her. She nods. I can't stand this. I grab her face and kiss her hard so she can't pull away. The kiss lasted a long time. Usually after a kiss like that she wants more but she just looked back at the Tv. I've had enough. I get up and grab my shoes and keys. "Where are you going?" She asks. "Home." I say bitterly. "What why?" She asks. "Oh I don't know. Maybe because you won't even touch me! Do you even love me?!" I yell. She seems scared. Why is she scared I would never hit her. ".. Because if I kiss you I'm not going to want to stop and then I'm going to want to do more stuff ." She says quietly. "Please just kiss me babe." I say. She gets up off the couch and walks over to me. She puts her hands on my face and crashes our lips together. It feels so good to kiss her. She finally breaks the kiss. "Thank you babe." I say and smile leaning my forehead against hers. We ended up watching a movie and cuddling the whole night.