Penny For Your Thoughts

Amnesia

I'm lost,
I'm alone.
I'm afraid,
My mind is not my own.

You look familiar,
But I don't know you.
I ask myself why,
But this is the best I can do.

I'm a monster,
I'm worthless.
I'm a disgrace.
I can pretend, but I have no purpose.

Can there be an end to this?
My hollow life, an endless void?
I want to know,
But I can't remember.

I'm precious,
I'm loved.
I'm alive,
You help me through.

I feel like I have value,
All because of you.
I feel like I am me,
Yet I never can be.

I'm dead,
I'm destruction.
I'm a freak,
I'll ruin you.

You shouldn't be around me,
I can see how much it hurts.
I'm not the me you used to know
So leave, before I hurt you more.

I'm trash,
I'm a killer.
I'm a beast,
So leave before I get you.

It hurts you so much,
I can never be them.
You try and try,
But me being me kills you.

I'm bad,
I'm a horror.
I'm loss,
Your love's silent killer.

I'm me, not them and I never will be.
I can't remember, and I never will.
I have forgotten who I used to be,
And I'll never be enough.

I'm a reject,
I'm not even real.
I'm a fragment,
And I'll never be whole.

I've come to love you once again,
But you'll never love me.
You try, but I'm not them.
I'm only a fragment, one you can't love.

I'm broken,
I'm unstable.
I'm a person,
But not in your eyes.