Cinderella returns

chapter-9 Memories

Evanya's P.O.V

You know that exact moment when you just can't remove someone's face from in front of your eyes. Whenever, you close your eyes the first thing you visualise is that one person's face and when you open them again your heart wants them to appear in front of you or your brain creates an imaginary version of them in front of you.  

This is what had been happening to me, since I last saw that person. 

Well for Right now, I am lying on my bed, tossing and turning and trying to convince my brain to go into sleep mode as there are only a few hours of sleep that I will get.

And for whom that person is. Some of you may have already figured it out, while others might be just scraping their brains to discover who it might be....well, I will just end your research by saying that it was The Cameron Grey.

He is what has all been on my mind lately. He is just everywhere. His face pops out of nowhere in my brain, may it be while an English lecture or while listening to my aunt's bickering, and whenever it does, a automatic smile plays on my lips and my stomach to erupt into butterflies causing the other person to worry about my mental condition.

Honestly saying, it has become a lot irritating now. Earlier I used to think that it just might be due to the sudden meeting that I could not get over with, but now, I doubt that it might not be the only reason behind this. Everytime, I talk to him, I am smiling like an idiot and it has been the maximum that I have smiled or laughed in a long duration of time. He just has that habit of making me happy, and it can be by a good morning mail or him calling me princess. Whenever, I am with hIm, Its like I don't have to pretend to be someone else, which in itself is very contradicting as I pretend to be the so-called Melanie, but what I am trying to say is that With him I don't have to act like have please anyone in particular, I can have my own choices and be my own self.

Right now, I miss my mom more than, what I do normally. I just wish that she was here with me right now, telling me about what I am feeling. She would have told me, what is meant by all these indirect expressions and cleared my mind. I sigh and take a deep breath to calm myself down and wipe the tears, that until now I hadn't noticed had poured out.

I hugged the photo that was kept on my bedside table, close to my chest and let my mind wander to all those beautiful moments I shared with my family. That's the thing about memories. Life brings tears, smiles and memories tears dry, smile fades but the memories always remain locked close to your heart. These memories make you smile when you live them, but make you cry when you remember them.

I get up from my bed, taking the picture of me playing in the park with mum and dad with me and sit on the window seat. I just sit there for a long time, watching the stars and talking to them, as if they were my parents.

When I was young, I always used to question my dad "Daddy, How are these stars born?" and my wonderful Dad used to answer my question by saying that "Whenever a loved one dies, he she becomes a star in the sky and keeps a close look on his family from where he/she is, listens to them and takes good care of them."

So, when my parents died, Whenever I used to feel lonely or secluded I always used to go on the terrace or see the stars through the window and talk to my parents as if they were there with me, holding me tight against them, and telling me that soon everything will be alright.

And like that I fall asleep into a deep slumber on the window seat, looking forward towards a bright and beautiful next, and also hoping to sort out my feelings tomorrow. 

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Hello Readers, I know, I have been awful, and not updating for quite some time, 21 days to be exact but you cannot blame me. If anyone has to be blamed it has to be the exams that I had to study very hard for. Well, the exams have come to an end, and most probably from I will be updating once in every two weeks. Thanks, to all those, who have stuck to this story until now. I asked for one vote and comment before the next update, but I got two votes and no comments. atleast this time I hope, you gett me 3 votes and 1 comment. This story is going boring till now, and promise that the intersting stuff is just about to come. If I get more votes and comments I will definitely update earlier.  

P.S- This chapter has not been edited, so forgive me for any mistake.

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