Connors POV~
I want to take my lost boy to Suburbia so we can be fools together and have fun.
We can go out on cool nights and go to the swimming pools. He is my heaven and I want to ease down with him. But he is too good for me.
So I'm stuck in my room alone in the quiet, blue, reading the Fault in Our Stars again for the 22nd time while he is with his beautiful boyfriend.
I wish just to touch his soft skin against mine for one last time.
He was my happy little pill but he left me for him. June Haverly, along with everyone else talks me down because in not my wild self anymore.
I just want to fill my car with gasoline and get as far away from the heart ache as possible. But what's the point anymore? the ache will never leave.
My heart was so attached to that blue eyed boy with beautiful curly hair.
" No one gets it. " I repeat in my head for what seems like the 700th time as tears begin to roll down my cheeks. I thought I didn't have any more tears to shed, I was wrong.
" This pain will never leave me" a voice screams in my head as I now start to sob.
I wish I could leave the monster that is myself just like Troye did.---------------
I don't know
what I just wrote and it's really short but I hope you liked it!!
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أدب المراهقينSmall stories about two boys named Connor Franta and Troye Sivan that are in love, were in love, or that will fall in love. Along the way there are many surprises. Enjoy