Stay with me Ponyboy

chapter 4

I woke up in an unfarmilier place with a beeping sound. I looked around for a minnute and recognized it as a hospital.

I groaned as I tried to sit up. I quickly relized I shouldn't have done that, considering tue pain in my stomache was unbearable.

"She's awake!'' Two bit yelled. everybody from the gang was in the room accept for Ponyboy and Sodapop.

"They're outside talking." Darry said to answer my unspoken question.

"I want Soda.'' I groaned.

Darry went to get Soda but Pony and another girl came in too. They were holding hands. At that moment I felt my heart break.

Soda ran to my bedside table to hold my hand and give me a kiss. Then he whispered something in my ear that made me really smile. He said, ''I think I love you Jessica. I don't want our relationship to be fake. Will you be my real girl?''

"Ya'' I whispered back. I was really happy with Soda before, but him asking me to be his real girlfriend, made me even happier.

I still love Ponyboy, but I sort of forget that when I'm with Sodapop
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I was released from the hospital the next week. I also found out that the girl at the hospitals name is Cherry Valance, and she is Ponys girlfriend.

"Jess can I talk to you in the kitchen for a minnute?" Soda yelled from the kitchen.

"Sure Soda whaddaya want?"

"You still love Pony don't you?" he asked.

"Ya'' I said looking down. I was truly ashamed because Soda was such a good guy and the best boyfriend I could ask for.

"I think we should end this then. My plan to make him jealous obviously didn't work, and when I asked you to be my real girlfriend, I was just hoping to make your feelings for Pony go away. And that didn't work, so I think we should break up." So I guess I spoke to soon. He is not the best boyfriend

"So basically all this time you were lying to me. You told me you love me but you lied! I can not believe I trusted you so easily." I screamed. I could practucally feel the steam radiating from my ears! He only nodded his head yes. I knew I was over reacting but I was just played, used, and tossed out again.

''I can't belive it!You used me. My God I've never felt so stupid. You are just like Ponyboy" I said and I slapped him across the face and ran out the door. for a second, I thought I could see that Ponyboy's face looked ashamed and disapointed, but it was gone as quick as it came. I think Sodapop saw it too because he had a large grin plastered on his face.

I seriously thought I could trust him. I guess I am starting to let people into my life to easily now.

I didnt feel like I should cry, I was all cried out, so I just went to the park to watch the sunset.

"Need some company," a voice asked. I recognized it as Ponyboy.

"No. I don't need it or want it" I replied.

"I heard you and Sodas conversation. Is it true? Do you like me?" he asked as he lied down next to me.

"Ya" I admitted.

"I don't love her ya know. I don't love Cherry. I just did that to try to make you jealous, and i'm so sorry about that, and about everything I did. I was such a jerk. I only did it because you were spending so much time with Soda, and I was jealous."

"And you know, from Soda and I's conversation, that I was just trying to make you jealous." I said.

"I know Jess. I think he's a real jerk for what he did to you. I did something similar, I let you down, and I can't tell you how sorry I am for that. You don't deserve it" he said and he leaned in and kissed me.

It wasnt a verry long kiss, but it was filled with passion, and love.

"I like you Jessica Dallon, and I actually mean it. Will you be my girl?"

"I don't know Pony. Last time someone said that, it turned out to be fake. How do I know I can trust you? And what about Cherry?" I asked. He leaned in for another kiss. This one was longer, but just as nice as the first. I never felt sparks like this with Soda.

"I just broke up with her. She was pretty mad, but who wouldn't be mad when someone as attractive as me broke up with them?"

"You sound exactly like Soda or Two Bit. Cut it out we don't need anymore of them. And ya Pony. I'll be your girl." I know I should stop letting people into my life that easily, but I really can't help it when it comes to Ponyboy.

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A/N so YAYY!!! happy ending for ponyboy and Jessica.

This was SUPER SHORT, so i'll make it up to you next chapter So I kinda have this thing called writers block. so I have no idea what to do now. what do you readers think I should do? please commrnt your ideas!!! thanks so much!!

-1DHarryscupcake