Why can't he see? (SebastianxGrell)

Chapter 5

Grell's POV

What? Whats going on?

He pulled away after a minuet and just stared at me before looking down at the ground.

"I'm sorry..." He said.

Why is he sorry? Sebastian Michaelis //A:N I hope I spelled that right >_<// The love of my life just kissed me after he hated me since he met me. Its all so confusing, what do I say now? I looked at my lap, now finding the chain on my pants amusing.

"Can you answer me something?"

"Anything."

"Why do you hate me?" I felt something run down my cheek and I wiped it away as fast as I could.

"Grell look at me." I didn't move. "Grell please..." Slowly, I brought my eyes up to look into his.

"Yes?"

"I don't hate you. Please understand this is new to me." He whispered.

"Whats new to you?" I asked quietly.

"Grell, can I tell you something? Please don't tell anyone." He pleaded the last part.

"Y-yeah of course. Anything." With that he pulled me in close for a hug. I ignored the pain I felt, well, everywhere and just focused on him.

"Grell when I saw you the other day on the street, I don't know what happened but I felt something I haven't felt for the longest time." He pulled himself away and brought his hand up to his chest, blankly staring at the bed.

"What is it?" I hesitantly reached one hand to where he held his.

Before I could, I felt myself slip slightly and my other arm flew out onto his shoulder to steady myself. My other hand landed right on his chest. But I felt something. Not just the heat in my cheeks, but a soft and slow beat, barely noticeable. I pulled back and gazed in confusion.

"How did that get there? I thought demons didn't have heart beats..."

"We don't until one thing happens."

"What?"

He looked into my eyes and grabbed my arm, pulling me as close as he could into him.

"Until we find our mates." I couldn't stop the gasp that pushed its way out of my throat.

"Does that mean you found your mate?" I asked quietly, knowing it wasn't me.

"Now why so sad? It seems I did." He leans forward and kissed me full on. I pulled back, despite the amazing feeling I immediately missed.

"I thought you said you found your mate?"

"Grell, I did. My mate is you." I stopped.

"Y-you're serious?" I couldn't hide the happiness.

We both laid down on the bed for a while and just enjoyed our time together.

"Oh Grell. We should get you home so you can clean up. Master told me I could take you." Sebastian broke the silence. I nodded and stood up, wincing at the shooting pain in my right leg and falling back down to the bed. Damn, what happened?

In less than a second, he was at my side and holding onto me making sure I was okay. I felt my face heat up as he helped me stand.

After about 20 minuets, we were at my apartment.

"We should stay quiet, I don't need anyone to know I brought a demon here." I said after I locked the door.

"Okay..." He agreed. I knew he really didn't want to be surrounded by my kind. Hell, I don't either.