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i being to wake up 

with wet tears in my eyes

and i start to stare up at

a broken star filled sky


i begin to move away, 

from the sheets the never felt, 

anything like home, 

like a shield for the horrors dealt. 


i begin to see, 

myself in the mirrors,

with scars on my face, 

and a heart that withers.


i slip on the clothes, 

that they say i have to wear. 

they say i am strong, 

but I don't really care.


i knock myself awake, 

i couldn't sleep at night. 

for my dreams could not 

shout away, 

these devils that want to fight.





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