Its about a friend of mine and silvertears1 who killed herself a while back.....I was looking at her photo.... and i ended up writting this
you were always there for us
even though you had you own demons
the alcohol that made you drown in depression
and the lithium that killed you emotionaly
silver tears fell at your funeral
golden tears fell at your funeral
your demons won the final round
you put up a good fight
it just wasn't enough in the end
some part of me
some part of silvertears1
no one knows the size
died with you that day
you told us to stay alive
you made us promise to stay
to live for you
but its so hard
your home
where we played
sold away
given away to strangers
the cliff
I can't look at it anymore
I can't
not at that cifff
You need to know
that the depression
didn't matter kyla
we still thought of you
as the same person
depression or not
you're still our best friend
we know that its not goodbye
we'll see you on the other side
but its just so hard sometimes
to know that the one way to get there
to get to you is so simple and easy
but we can't go
jenny needs us
the other need us
but we miss you so
but one day
we'll see you again
when the gates to the afterlife
open wide for us
after we're old and gray
you'll be there
smiling
to welcome us to paradise
