You were the worst thing that happened to me but the way you
ruined my life in the best way possible was beautifully painful and I
don't think I'd have had any other way but one. That way was never
going to happen though - how could it have happened when what
we called our love was completely one sided whilst you moped around florida
with this new girl you were falling for in that light and the way her smile grew?
Meanwhile I fell deeper and deeper in love with our little masquerade.
Do tell me how you fell in love with her in that last month when you claimed
to be working on yourself and bettering yourself, yet this all turned out to
be more and more lies to seemingly 'protect' me but all you were protecting was
this damaged ego of yours and your own horribly fragile brain - not your heart, I
have reason to believe you're incapable of possessing such an organ with such
meaning and power.
What ended my last relationship? A fucking miracle.

YOU ARE READING
wannabe
Acak"like all sad people, I am a poet" - kill your darlings //my shitty excuse for poetry