Is This My Ever After? (A Josh Ramsay FanFiction)

Part 4

Suddenly Carolina's head shot up and a smile shone on her face. Desperately she began to recall the drugs she put in her shot for Eleanor. Upon remembering she rushed into the rooms of her other patients. She sparsely picked a few and injected them with the same mixture to see the results. She watched as happiness drained from their eyes and they slipped into unconsciousness. As josh had said, she was the queen. And she would rule. Her smile widened with every patient whose heart she weakened. To Carolina the best part was that none of them objected. They were frightened and their eyes showed it, but they didn't fight her. Part of Carolina wanted to take Josh down with them, but she resisted every urge, persistent that he would love her.

Carolina was a beautiful woman. Long black hair, fair skin and a priceless smile that very few saw. Why couldn't josh see her beauty? The girl he cried over was pale with corse blonde hair, to Carolina it was appalling, nobody should like anybody but her.

She sighed remembering her husband. He had thought she was beautiful and she had loved him dearly, until he began to question her sanity. He became afraid of her and would warn others about her.

Carolina had fought against her memories but they continued to pour in. She didn't want to shout him, but her hand slipped on the trigger. She had panicked and shoved his lifeless body into a car and sent it speeding onto the highway late at might. Everyone assumed it was the crash that killed him and Carolina moved across country.

She knew josh would be different. He wouldn't question her. He would love her, and maybe even join her in a family.

Josh wouldn't find her crazy, he wouldn't, he was too sweet to think like that.

Carolina made her way back to room 1712. Josh still sat beside Eleanor holding her hand and silently singing to her. His voice was beautiful an Carolina imagined that every word was meant for herself rather than the comatose girl.

Josh jumped as he acknowledged her. "Are you okay Carolina?"

She nodded and smiled. "I'm sorry just problems at home."

"I understand" he stood up and made his way back to his bed. "Help me up?"

Carolina smiled as she lifted him up and got to hold him close for a moment.

"Goodnight Carolina"

"Goodnight josh" she smiled.