Say Something

Chapter Four

A/N: Check out the video on the side. I was listening to it while writing this. I love the song. Ed Sheeran is amazing.

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Remember how I said I've had one boyfriend ever and it did not turn out well? Well, that boyfriend of mine is Caspar Ryan. I met and dated him in the summer, so none of my friends really knew about him, except for Ce.

He didn't go to my school, which is a good thing, so I didn't have to see him after our so-called "breakup".

I looked down at my iPod and clicked on the first note I've ever written. I can't believe I wasted writing my first iPod note on him.

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Ugh! I can't believe my mom is making me go to Prep School. None of my friends have to go, and it's not like my grades are low. Summer is supposed to be fun and relaxing, and now? I have to sit for three hours everyday in a cramped, stuffy room, listening to boring lectures.

There aren't even any cute guys in my class... well, maybe one.

I think his name's Caspar. I like him, even though I've never talked to him. I seriously fall for guys way too easily. Hmm... I guess he's just another crush of mine. I'm not going to date him or anything.

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If only you knew, I thought to myself. I scrolled up and clicked on the second note on my iPod.

He is so sweet. Today is officially the best birthday ever! Caspar asked me on a date. Well, I deny that it was a date. It was more like a hangout to me, because we weren't official couples at that time... yet.

He took me to South Street Seaport and as we walked by the riverside, he told me to look down at the river. I can't believe he actually did what he did. On the river, there were roses that were arranged to spell out 'be mine' with a question mark and a heart at the end.

I was too shocked for words at that time. He took my hands, smiled, and pulled out a box. "Open it," he said. Inside, was a golden-chain necklace with a small, red rose pendant hanging from it. He remembered that I love roses~ :) I'm wearing that necklace right now. Never going to take it off, heh.

I was going to open my mouth to thank him, but he put a finger on my lips to prevent me from doing so. Then, he took out something else.

It was an iPod case with words on the back saying 'just the two of us, okay?' He smiled and then said, "Will you be my girlfriend? Just the two of us, okay? Our love will stretch beyond infinity." Yeah, I admit that was kind of corny.

Thinking about it right now is making me blush. I couldn't say no, of course. How could I? Even his friends messaged me on Facebook recently saying Caspar really does like me.

I said yes to him. People formed a circle around us and started cheering and saying 'awwww'. That's what I like about New York City- the endless people walking by.

My first boyfriend ever! I'm kind of worried though. He has a reputation of being a player. Even so, I doubt he will break my heart.

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I clenched my fists. Why did I have to say yes to him at that time? I was still standing outside of the office right now. I looked at my watch. 8:20. I still had time before first period class started.

I decided to walk out to the yard and when I reached there and sat down on a bench, I clicked the third note.

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