Unsent Letters of the Heart

31 - I love you, but I must let go

Hello twit.

Remember me?
The girl who gave you everything, the girl who stayed by your side through your good days and your bad, the girl who was always there for you, the girl who loves you unconditionally. Yea, it's me.

I just want to say thank you. Thanks for being my first love, I wouldn't want anyone else but you to be it. Thanks. If it weren't for you I would not know what it means to love someone so deeply.

We were so wrong, it was wrong to begin with. I don't blame you for not seeing me in your future and breaking up with me. To be honest, I am not ready for that commitment yet. We are complete opposite of each other and we both were not what the other wanted. Perhaps because it was wrong did it make it right. I am surprised we made it this far; i did not plan on falling for you, but i did.
And because i love you, i am not upset about our break up. I am willing to step aside and let you find your true love. It doesn't hurt that when i said i love you, you didn't say it back. It's ok. I just want you to be happy. I wish you well. I hope you find your true love soon.

What happened between us was bittersweet. I will look back at it one day and smile, but for now, I'm going to try to let go. It hurts, but i know with time, I'll be fine.
Please know that i will always love you and care about you. You will always have a spot in my heart. You will always be my sweet pea. You are my first, my first love, and the father of my child, our child. Sadly, it was not meant to be, you and me, and you, me, and our child, we are not meant to be. After the miscarriage, our baby is now an angel.

Our little angel is up in heaven, protecting you. Please take care.
I'm letting go
I'm letting go because I have to. One day I'll be strong enough to love again. I am strong. We both deserve better.

Love always,

Your brat

letter originally posted at: http://lettertomyex.com/i-love-you-but-i-must-let-go/