I bet you wanted a happy ending. So did I. I sit at the funeral. I start to cry. Trenton looks at the ceiling obviously bored. When the servic is over Trenton walks out the door as fast as he can. He opens the SUV door and gets in. I remember how Jake would open my door and I would kiss him before he drove. Trenton never did that. Trenton has never gave me the feeling Jake did. I look up at the sky.
"are you gonna get in?" Trenton says through the window impatient.
I nod and open the door. I get in without a word. He stars the engine as we started to move.
I look out the window and think of all the things I wanted. Everything I wanted Jake gave me. Truth is everything I wanted Jake gave me. I sit here in my thoughts then I realized I should be married to the guy that died 2 days ago not this joke of a football player. Why didn't I realize Jake the one the whole time.
I get off the car and walk up the steps. Trenton stays in the car.
I gave him a confusing look "are you coming?"
"No I have an errand I have to run sweetheart."
It's funny how he thinks I'm stupid. But I know that he's going to another girl's house. I go inside and shut the door and sit on the couch and think why I chose him over someone who actually loves me. I remember the night I gave him the letter. Hell I remember the night I made the letter. Remember the day we met I remember the day he asked me to be his I remember the day I got mad I remember the day I forgave I remember the day I left and how I didn't come back didn't come back the day I moved on the day I graduated the day I got married the day he died. Every single day there was not one time I didn't think of him in what we could have been. Love is strange Why didn't I just forgive him right then and there why didn't I see that he loves me why didn't I see he was supposed to be mine. Why didn't I see he should have stayed in my life. If I did he probably wouldn't have died and I wouldn't have a broken heart.
I love you Jake, didn't take me this long to realize I knew I loved you the whole time.
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RandomJess Is a normal teenager. she has never had a boyfriend. Or liked a guy. Then comes Jake. A tall handsome new kid. He's very attractive. Jess and Jake end up having visions. What's weird is they come true. But only Jess can have them with Jake,and...
