N i a l l :
Here I am playin' my guitar, and singing little things.
After Delighla locked herself in Luke's room, and the boys came home we've been drinking.
Well let me rephrase that, me, Harry, and Michael were drinking. I was pissed because of Lou's actions and just because of stress.
So thats why I'm just chilling out. I was planning to tell Delighla how I felt about her after the song.
Right now I was at the verse before my part. I thought it was funny how Calum kept screaming at me to turn the mic off but I just ignored him.
I watched as Luke and Del came out of his room and examined what was going on. But when she looked at god damn Louis my blood started to boil.
He ran over to her crying, so I decided to use my un-human hearing and listen to what they were saying although I was still singing. I just started my part.
"You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you!" I slurred smiling at Delighla, sadly she didn't notice because her gaze was stuck on god damn Lou!
"L-listen Delighla. I need to talk to you." I heard Louis stutter and I watched as Delighla wiped a stray tear off his cheek and rested her hand there.
"And you'll never treat yourself right darlin' but I want you to."
"I love you too and it's not the bond, it feels so real. I know you feel it too." Louis said and I dropped my guitar and I stopped singing. I couldn't process what was happening.
Before I knew it I was running full vampire speed out the door crying.
She probably thinks I'm a sissy!
I had no control over my actions, I couldn't control my feet as I ran. I didn't have a specific place as to where I was going but all I knew is that I had to get out of there.
She loves him. She loves him. She loves him. She loves him. She only sees you as a friend. A voice kept booming in my head, just as a little voice kept reminding me that she's a newborn and he's one of the ones that turned her so there's a bond. She barely got changed yesterday so she's bound to feel those things towards them.
But why isn't she feeling any feelings towards me. We bonded because I'm the first person she bit.
I finally stopped and took in my surroundings, I was at a park it was still night. I decided to go and sit on the deserted swing set.
And cry. Cried for myself. Cried because Delighla doesn't love me. Cried because I'm so gullible. Cried just because I can't find the right girl.
My lost princess. Obviously Delighla isn't my princess.
"Now she's feeling so low," I softly cried out.
"Since she went solo," I whispered while sniffling.
"Hole in the middle of my heart like a polo." I whimpered while resting my elbows on my knees and put my head in my hands, still crying my eyes out.
"And it's no joke to me." I fell off the swing on my knees. I put my hands on the ground and sobbed.
"So can we do it all over again?" An angelic voice finished my verse. I looked and seen her.
I looked back down and tried to avoid her gaze.
"Niall what's wrong? Please tell me. How am I supposed to understand how you feel if you don't speak to me?" She asked.
"Delighla." My voice was shaky and kinda raspy because of how much I was crying.
"Yes?" She asked kneeling down beside me and put a hand on my back.
"I want you to.." I stopped for a second. "I need you to," I corrected myself and finished. "Tell me what your true feelings are."
DELIGHLA'S POV:
When Niall left I just stood there staring blankly at the open door.
"Delighla?" Louis asked.
I tuned towards him and gave him a sad look. "I'm sorry. I need to find him. I do not wish to choose between any of you just because I... I love you guys equally. Before this all
happened-" I moved my arms around in a circle referring to the vampires.
"-I actually liked Harry the most. But I loved all of you the same, just as I do now." I said. "Now I need to fix this mess. I didn't mean to make it seem like I like any of you more, because I truly love you all equally. Believe it or not, before the other day when I got changed. I was one of the biggest Directioners in America and I probably still am." I smiled. Liam, Zayn, and Louis nodded and I walked out the door to find Niall. Harry and Michael were passed out and Luke and Calum were asking the boys what that was about. I don't know where Ashton was but I really don't care. Ill talk to them later.
After maybe 30 minutes later I found him crying at the park. I heard him singing and when I saw him he was sitting on a swing.
"Now she's feeling so low." He cried
"Since she want solo." He sniffled. I slowly and quietly walked up to him.
"Hole in the middle if my heart like a polo." He whimpered and it took every bone in my body to stop myself from running over to him and holding him. Just to hold him, because I love him.
Wait, what?
"And it's no joke to me." His voice cracked and he fell to the floor. He was on his hands and knees. I felt tears form in my eyes because of how much pain he looked like he was in.
But why did he leave? Why is he here singing THIS verse out of all of the songs and the verses he has? He completely broke down and started sobbing.
"So can we do it all over again?" I sang along with the beautiful, broken boy in front of me. He looked at me then looked down.
"Niall what's wrong? Please tell me. How am I supposed to understand how you feel if you don't speak to me?" I asked.
He looked up again and I was completely heart broken! His beautiful blue eyes were a deep sea blue, he had dark circles under his eyes, although his eyes were red and puffy his face was red too. His lips were cracked.
"Delighla." Niall said, his voice raspy from crying I think? His voice was weak and it made me die a little inside.
"Yes?" I asked and frowned while kneeling down and putting my hand on his back.
"I want you to.." He stopped.
"I need you to," He corrected himself and finished his sentence. "Tell me what your true feelings are."
"W-what?" I asked confused.
"You heard me. I need to know how you feel." He sniffled.
"I just had this conversation with Lou." I sighed. "I don't have a favorite, I don't want to pick sides. Sorry if it seemed like I liked one of you more. I love all of you, I always have and always will. I love you all equally. This bond thing is just messing everything up because its almost controlling me." I said. Niall sniffled and stood up, I stood up with him. We just stood there and starred in each others eyes, I didn't know how close we were until our noses touched. I couldn't help but lean in, luckily I wasn't the only one leaning in, Niall was too. Soon enough our lips touched. Butterflies erupted inside of me, wait no. MY STOMACH WAS DOING SUMMER SAULTS!!!!
This moment couldn't get any better. I felt complete. But that can't be right, I'm bonded with him, right?
I felt so different with Niall than I did with the others. Why is that? I don't understand. All I could think of right now was Niall's lips.
{A/N} LOL MALENA AND KRISSA!
#TEAM NIALLER?
OR
#TEAM LOUUUEEH?
I bet you two loved this chapter! Okaii sorry late upload, I had no wifi! 😣😔
But I do now!!!!
