D e l i g h l a :
Its been two very exhausting weeks of concerts, interviews, meet & greets, and recordings. Yeah, it may not sound like anything, but trust me, when you do all of those things like ten times a day, its exhausting.
Turns out management told the boys to tell the media and talk shows that mine and Harry's relationship was all a joke, but soon after the joke, me and Niall found feelings towards each other and made it official.
Them little lying b@stards...
Oh and yes, just in case, if you were wondering... they got me to go on the plane even though it took about three days until I finally gave up.
I lost a couple of good men out there in the fields that day. It was hard to just leave the men all crumbled up and stepped on at the airport but, Liam said that if I got on the damn plane he would give my soldiers a proper, and more respecting burial.
#RestInPeaceMyBelovedPoptarts
#PTGoHome
#R.I.PPoptartSoldiers
#YourStillBeautifulEvenThoughYour
-Crushed
Okay enough with the stupid hashtags.
Im depressed. Ive found out that I have another ability; feel others' emotions.
Me and Liam have been slouching around and just being grumpy. A sad kind of grumpy. Like, just depressed kind of grumpy.
Lets see, what have we done physically recently?
Eat-well, he's basically starving himself- press the button of the remote control repeatedly, and cuddle.
Cuddling with Liam seems to help him a little, gain a little strength to face the world without Dani-or some cliche crap like that.
Right now, Louis made a depressed Liam go to the store with him, accompanied by Harry. They thought they might be able to cheer the big teddy bear up.
Zayn is isolated on his bunk, and drawing, he's been rather distant lately... Niall is sitting next to me, watching Pretty Little Liars.
We have such a strange relationship..
"NO! TOBY ISN'T A YOU RETARDS! ALISON IS OBVIOUSLY STILL ALIVE AND PLAYING SOME SORT OF TRICK ON EVERYONE!" Niall yells at the T.V as Toby gets arrested for being accused of killing Alison, causing Spencer, Aria, Emma, and Hannah to come to the conclusion that Toby is indeed 'A'.
"Niall, calm yo self!" I poke his nose making him scowl and swat my hand away from his face.
"I am calm. I just can't believe they arrested Tobby." He pouts and slumps on the couch. Awe.
"You do realise that you are extremely behind on this show, and that-" I smirk and slowly got ready to run"-EZRA'S A!" I screamed and ran full speed to the back of the bus, Niall following and muttering very colourful words, directing them my way.
"DAMN IT DELIGHLA! THATS NOT FAIR!" He yelled, and just then he tackled me the the ground in a hug, but made sure I didn't hit the ground hard, or he didn't squish me. Awe, how gentlemen-like of him. Note my sarcasm.
He tried to tickle me but failed miserably. Im not ticklish.
"Well this is slightly awkward." He smiled as he stared into me eyes; me doing the same to him. I smile slightly.
I take this as an opportunity to fully look at him. His silky blonde hair is in needing of a touching up, seeing as his roots are out an inch or so. The light from the television illuminating off of his face, making his big blue eyes more noticeable in the dark of the room. His lips slightly parted, and a light pink. His cheeks holding a small tint of pink also, making his pale cheeks appear, 'rosy'.
