N i a l l :
She's gone.
She hates us.
The look in her eyes was made of pure disgust and hatred.
The way she said she couldn't be with me anymore.
Her tone gave me shivers and made me want to snap my own neck, then burry myself and piss on my own grave.
Fowl, but true.
I can't find myself. When I say that I mean I feel numb. I feel the need to cry and hold her. But I guess I should have noticed before that we weren't actually a couple. Yeah, I would kiss her, but not like snog. I think we've only done something similar to that. Just an extremely long kiss. She didn't really let me hold her. I just don't understand why Im so strung on her. I wish I could be more like Harry. He seems to move on fast when it comes to girls. He seems to not feel the pain emotionally. Why? Why cant I be more like that?
Delighla:
"David I swear if you don't make Shrek put me down I will get a pair of tweezers and make sure I pluck every single last one of the hairs on your body. Trust me when I say every, single, hair. Don't doubt me!" I said in a dangerously low and slow voice.
This reject has a HUGE dude that looks like freaking SHREK! carrying me to this stupid house. Well, actually, Ive learned that they knocked me out, and while I was knocked out they had headed to some forest thats supposed to be creepy but who ever made it failed miserably because the forest is far from creepy! This forest is sad. Not emotionally but I just feel bad for it.
The piranha grunted and stopped dead in his tracks making Fiona's husband to stop too.
"My beautiful Delighla, PLEASE SHUT UP FOR FIVE SECONDS!" He yelled. Oh my. Yenno, its sickening that I still think this stupid Wolf is really hot.
I snickered and started to poke a mole on the back of Shrek's head.
"YOU LITTLE PEST-" I cut him off by stiffening, then after a minute of two I started swinging my arms around and kicking my legs while chomping my teeth as if I was going to bite someone.
"now you listen here peasant." I growled. I stopped moving and went completely stiff and emotionless.
"The next time you call me a name I will make sure you will never see the light again, along with your mother, your father, your wife, children, even your damn fish." I said lowly and very slowly to make sure he got the message.
"I will make sure your life is ruined. Do not call me names." he gulped and stopped walking along with David and ten other dudes. They were all looking at me with wide eyes and terrified expressions.
"That goes for all of you." I snarled.
"You heard the lady, don't call her names!" David ordered.
"You know, I really hate you David. Why do I have to be carried? You could have just asked me to come and I probably would have." I pouted. Gosh, I think i'm going to start my 'monthly'. Im so emotional and I keep changing my attitude.
Oh. My. God.
Mikey.
I forgot about him again.
I cant believe myself.
Why do I keep forgetting? Its not like they're still compelling me, right?
I just wanna cry my eyes out. I want to cry until my eyes bleed. I want my baby boy back. I want my life back. I don't want to be a Vampire, that doesn't mean I want to be a Wolf, but I wanna be a normal human girl again.
