I Can Tell He's Different

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by swiftieforlife23

by swiftieforlife23

Taylor's POV
I make my way through the giant tour bus and down to my mother's room. In my head I can still feel the buzzing from thinking about Ed's hand in mine and having his hand on my face. I finally arrive at my mother's room and stand in front of the door and knock.

"Hey mom its me, can I come in?" I shout through the door.

"Yes its open, you can come in." My mom replies as I step through the doorway.

"Catlin told me that you needed to talk to me?" I ask her as I sit on the bed next to her twiddling with my fingers.

"Yes I do..... Look Taylor." she says as she grabs my hands making me look at her.

Then I get nervous, when ever my mom starts a sentence off with "Look Taylor" its never a good sign.

"I don't know how to say this any other way so I'm just going to come out and say it....." she sighs and takes a deep breath.

"Mom please just tell me you worrying me, is something wrong did something happen to Austin or Dad? are they ok?"

"Yes Taylor they are fine."

"Then what is it?" I ask while squeezing her hands.

"I know I'm not suppose to believe the rumors or the tabloids but when some of your band mates begin talking about it then I think I have a pretty good feeling that the rumors could be true."

"Mom what are you talking about?!" I said finally getting aggravated with her.

"Taylor I needed to ask you myself.... are you and Ed dating?'

Taken back by surprise I let go of her hands. I open my mouth to talk but nothing comes out. A flashback hits me I'm right back in club RED talking to Anna. Finally I am able to form the sentence,

"Mom why would you ask that of course we are not dating." I told her which was the truth we were not officially dating, but I wanted to be.

"Oh good." she says and she sighs once more

"Why oh good you don't like Ed?" I said with tears welling up in my eyes. Even though I had not told Ed I do like him A LOT, and now with my mom saying oh good to us not dating put a huge hole in my chest.

"No honey its not that I don't like Ed, its just that every time you get into a relationship with a boy you are happy for a little while then he breaks your heart." she says with tears in her eyes because the majority of the time it is true.

"Ok and what does that have to do with Ed?" I say grabing her hands again and squeezing them slightly.

"Well after you break up with a boy or he breaks your heart you never speak again and after you break up its not the same as your relationship before you started dating."

"Mom please just to the point off all of this." I tell her.

"What I am trying to say is that if you and Ed were to date and then break up, the tour could come crashing down. Either he would leave or just never speak to you again." she tells me as she looks me straight in the eyes.

And in that moment I lose it, tears spill over my cheeks and crying like I had just seen someone I love dearly die. I curl up into a ball of a mess in my mothers lap.I could not imagine my life without Ed, him never talking to me ever again, leaving the Red tour, things would never be the same if I lost my best friend.

"Taylor honey its ok." My mom said to me trying to calm me down while rubbing my back as I continue to uncontrolably cry and struggle to catch m breath. I just try to block out everything but the one thing I was able to hear and never will forget as long as I live is my mother saying to me,

"Which is why I don't what you to date Ed."

OMG momma swift put her foot down.

Now what???!!!!

Will Taylor listen to her mom and not date Ed or go behind her mom's back and follow her heart?

Who knows? Oh that's right I do lol

Well keep reading to find out if Taylor and Ed end up together or will it all come crashing down?

Thanks for reading guys your awesome please comment and tell me what you think I should change or if I should keep updating.

Thanks for your help,
-xoxo swiftyforlife23