A Second Thought (a taylor swift and ed sheeran fanfic)

The Truth Comes Out

Taylor's POV

After club RED that night I ran straight to my tour bus and into my room. My heart was beating so loud I'm surprised that no one else heard it. What in the world is happening? I back up against the wall and slowly my feet slide out from under me and then I look down at my trembling hands. Beads of sweat begin to pool on the sides of my forhead and my head begins to pound like a drum. Ive never ever felt like this before, well maybe when I was sick, but not about a guy. 

Fifty different scenarios run through my head all at once making me shut my eyes tight. Ed and I date but then we break up and the tour comes crashing down, he ends up hating me, and I lose a best friend.
I can't even think straight or about the posibility of us dating, we can't date it's just not possible at the moment.

"Taylor are you in here?" I hear some one yell into the bus as heavy footsteps make their way toward my room

I slowly begin to stand up as the door of my bedroom begins to swing open to reveal a concerned and relieved Ed.

" There you are." He says as he smiles at me and walks over to enveloping me into a hug.

"Here I am." I say laughing back him with a fake smile on my face. He suddenly develops a frown on his face.

"Tay.... What's wrong?" He asks me

I take a deep breath trying to calm myself down and get rid of my physical anxiety so Ed wont be able to see, but I guess its too late for that.

"Nothing just a long and crazy night and I'm just really exhausted." I say attempting to cover up the real reason why.

I give him a small smile and hope he buys it, but I think he knows me better than that.

"Are you sure ever since you were talking to that little girl Anna tonight in club red you have been acting really strange and you literally ran back to the bus." he says giving a small chuckle to try and lighten the mood. 

What do I do now? Do I tell him the real reason why I was acting so weird in club RED, why I ran off straight to the bus after the meets and greets were over? Then it hit me like a freezing snowball right in the face, knocking the breath out of me. This can't be happening not now, it just cant. Ive tried so hard to remain professional and stay focused on the tour and stay clean from the press and everything else that could possiblily go wrong, but the saying is hinsight is 20 20 and I should have seen this coming the day we met and wrote everything has changed on my trampoline. I gues I really do like Ed Sheeran after all.

Oh duh duh dah lol cliff hanger

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