TRIGGER WARNING: Cutting
Sebastian's P.O.V
I ran and ran to the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and pulled out a blade from my bag.
*TRIGGER NOW*
I was crying real hard. I sliced my arm with the blade and watched as the vermillion colored blood dripped from my arm.
1 cut for being ugly.
2 cuts or being stupid.
3 cuts for being a dumbass.
4 cuts for being a fuck-up.
5 cuts for being fat.
And another cut for being a horrible boyfriend.
I cut myself 3 more times on each arm.
*TRIGGER OVER*
I was cleaning my arms, after cleaning the blood, when I heard some powerful knocks on the door.
"SEBASTIAN?!" I heard Kurt yell. "SEBASTIAN PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!" He yelled.
I put my jacket back on and opened the door.
3 bodies crushed me into a hug. Most likely Kurt, Rachel, and Finn.
"Oh my gosh, Sebastian, we're so glad you're ok." Rachel said.
They got up and Kurt took my hand to help me up.
"Not exactly. Sebastian, let me see your arms." Kurt said. I slowly and carefully took off my jacket, so I wouldn't do any more damage to the cuts.
Kurt grabbed my arm. I winced.
"Oh my god." Finn said. He turned to look the other way.
Kurt took my arm and raised it to his face. He kissed every single cut on my arms before asking me, "Are there anymore cuts?" I nodded.
"Where?" He asked.
"Can you turn around for a minute?" I asked them. They did.
I peeled off my shirt and jeans, leaving me in just my boxers.
"You can turn around now." I said. They turned around.
Kurt put his hands up to his mouth, Rachel looked as if she was about to cry, and Finn was shocked.
Kurt slowly kissed every single cut, bruise, and scar on my body. When he was done, he cradled my face in his hands.
"You are beautiful and perfect in every single way. I could give you a list of 1000 things that are perfect about you. You're amazing. You're beautiful. You're funny. You're smart. You're perfect for me. And you're sexy." He chuckled.
"I know you're living with that monster in your house. I want you to come live with me and one day, when Finn, Carole, and my dad aren't at the house, I will be worshipping your body." Kurt said. I blushed.
"Ew, dude, gross. That better be when I'm not home not when you think I'm not home." Finn said.
We laughed.
"Go put your clothes back on and we can head back to the choir room." Kurt said.
I was trying to button my jeans but they wouldn't button. I felt Kurt staring at me.
"Can you, please, quit staring at me?"
"Honey, do you help with your jeans?" Kurt asked. I shook my head.
I finally got my jeans buttoned and I put my shirt on. I grabbed my jacket and bag and we left.
We went back to the choir room and, honestly, I did not want to be there.
"Since you don't really know some of their names, Sebastian, They're going to introduce themselves to you." Rachel said. I nodded.
"I'm Puck." The mow-hawk guy said.
"I'm Quinn." The blonde cheerleader beside Puck said.
"I'm Tina." The Asian girl said.
"Mike." The Asian guy beside Tina said.
"Santana." Santana said through gritted teeth.
"I'm Brittany." The other blonde cheerleader said.
"Blaine."
"Artie."
"Mercedes."
"And they want to know something. Tell him what you want to know." Rachel says.
"We want to know your back story." Quinn says.
"They want to know everything you told us." Rachel said.
"Well. My mom died when I was 5 and my dad blamed me for her death. He started abusing me. It kept happening until I went to Dalton, and during those years that I was being abused, I was also being bullied. They called me these names like loser, fuck-up, dumbass, fag, ugly, but the worst thing they called me was fat. It got too much for me so I started cutting. I kept getting called fat, so I became bulimic. 2 years later, right before I came to Dalton, I didn't know what to do anymore. I tried to end my life, but I got caught. After I came home from being hospitalized, my dad told me that I was transferring to Dalton. I couldn't wait to leave. When I met Blaine I thought he was the one that could fix me. Until I met Kurt and he said that Kurt was his boyfriend. I thought no one could fix me then. I thought I was going to be alone forever. When I told you I was sorry about the slushie, Kurt wanted to talk to me and I was afraid. I didn't know what to expect. Kurt kissed me and asked if I wanted to go out. I didn't even think about Blaine, when I said yes. We went on the date and I was happy. I haven't felt that happy since before my mother died. I stopped cutting for awhile, but I didn't stop not eating. Kurt then broke up with Blaine. He asked me if I wanted to be his boyfriend. I said yes because he made me happy. I went back to Dalton after that. I couldn't find a locket that my mom gave to me before she died. I went back to my father's house and went up to my old room and he had my locket. He talked to me and then he beat me. I took the locket, when he wasn't looking. I went back to Dalton with a black eye and split lip. I was so happy, when I met Kurt. He fixed me, when I was broken and shattered and I couldn't thank him more for that." The girls were in tears, except Santana. The guys were shocked.
"I'm happy you told them, Seb." Kurt told me, kissing my temple.
I could hear the girls, and a few guys, 'aww'.
Santana opened her mouth to say something.
