The Diary of a Heartbreaker {Harry Styles}

Prologue

{Prologue}

            “You can do it Harry,” I whispered to myself. I raised the pills in my shaking hand to my mouth. Before I could talk myself out of it, I opened my mouth. Letting the pills fall in, I swallowed them with water. I smiled at myself the mirror. What needed to be done was done. I was satisfied.

            I got into my bed quickly and laid there. I stared at the ceiling for a few minutes before a permanent sleep came over me. I whispered my final words before I drifted away.

            “Goodbye world. You won.”

-Earlier that day-

            Today was the day. The day I died. It was quite the thought to have as I walked deep into the woods of my hometown. I spotted a good tree and hid my journal in it.

            Maybe someone will find it. Maybe no one will find it. I was hoping that someone would though. Then someone, even if it was a complete stranger, would know everything. They would know why I was doing this, why I was taking my own life. I didn’t really want to do it, but I just had to.

            After hiding my journal I slowly walked back home. I wondered if hiding my journal was the right thing to do. Would it be better if I kept it with me and put it out in the open? Then mom, dad, Gemma, the boys, everyone would know. But I wasn’t sure if I wanted everyone to know.

            When I got home I prepared myself for what would happen later that night. To say I wasn’t nervous would be a lie. Hell, I was terrified. I knew people would be upset when they found out. But I couldn’t think of a reason to go on. So what’s the point?

AN: So, what did you think of that? It seems bad right? I know, it’s a little heavy. I felt sad writing it. Sad, but in a fictional way if that’s possible. But one thing about me is that my stories always have happy endings and always will. Just keep that in mind. I hope you do stick with this though! Thanks for reading!

XxLily

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