Hello, it's currently 12:29 am. I can't sleep... I keep having the dreams over and over, this is the sixth time. I am questioning reality itself. The feeling so many others get where they feel their dream really happened is now a normal thing for me. I feel as though this really is a dream. I feel that every time I sleep I am actually conversing with people and slowing breaking the barrier between this world and the dream world. But, most of my dreams only ever make me sad. These dreams are more of loss of contact than "I'm sad I'm not invincible" like others foolishly speak of. When I sleep occasionally an extraordinary dream will happen. I will be in a completely white plain of existence, with the ground being made of grey tile stretching infinitely. I am standing there next to an old rustic streetlamp, in my usual attire of dirty grey jeans and my black and red plaid hoodie. I lean against the lamp staring off into the emptiness. When it happens. I see a figure in the plain we walk and then meet each other looking into each other's eyes. I put out my hand he shakes it then we both fall into a hug and start crying. The figure is dressed in white and purple... he is my best friend Latch. That is what happened the first time. Then he looks at me and says "it's been a while friend." Then we walk off talking about our lives slowly buildings start appearing as we walk across a silver sidewalk. Then comes the sad part for me. Around this time its been about 15 maybe 20 minutes into the dream. Which translates over to about 6 or 8 hours in the real world where I will soon wake up... We stop walking, look around and the buildings are gone. We are back in the empty area near the streetlamp. Latch turns to me grabs my hand and says "I guess we're out of time" he smiles and holds back tears. Then lets go of my hand, turns around walks off then he vanishes into smoke, then I wake up. The first time it happened I felt saddish the next morning but now, I realize I won't know when but he does come back it's happened. Those are the greatest dreams I have. So excuse me it's now 1:14 am. I'm going to go to sleep, with hope.
