Loved, Left, Lost, and Loved Again

Not again!!!

After I realised that it was possible that I could be...pregnant i felt a strong kick come from the inside of my stomach. Its official. I'm definitely pregnant. I was hesitant to even touch my own stomach but i did. When i lifted my shirt and rubbed my "bump" it felt cold and hard... like Edward. I was falling apart...by myself! Where is my husband? I pulled out my cellphone and dialed Edwards number.

After about five dial tones the call was cut off. I called again and again when he finally picked up," Hello."  I let out a sigh of relief, "Edward where are you?! Please come now, I've got something to tell you. I miss you. I love you please come back. I love-"   I had been rambling on when he finally cut me off my heart was beating so fast and i realised i was crying. I wanted him here, why isn't he with me right now? " Bella, sweetie, I love you too. I'msoo sorry. but  we shouldn't be together and i realised that, last night can never happen again. Its just too dangerous" , my tears were streaming fast now," I love you more than you know it Isabella, and I'm doing whats best for you...us. Hopefully you will find it in your heart to forgive me. I love you. Goodbye."

" Edward!...Edward!", i screamed out into the phone. But it was too late he was gone. I noticed he called me Isabella. Nobody ever calls me that unless they don't know me or they are being serious.

My world  was crashing down on me, once again. I thought about all the things we had overcome in the past, James, Victoria, they never stopped him but..sex!? What did i do wrong? He said it was too dangerous but I'm still living...right? Right about now i wish I wasn't. I wish this was all a dream... a sick twisted nightmare. But it wasn't.

It was dark outside. I cried myself to sleep.

MONDAY...

TUESDAY...

WEDNESDAY...

 It was Wednesday afternoon, every time the maids would come in to clean i would wrap myself up in a blanket to hide my...baby. I was growing attached to him...or her. I want to go home so bad but I can't. I cant see my dad, I can't go to my mom, certaintly can't go to Jacob, I definitely wont go back to the "Cullens". My so called family. Over my time of being here alone I'd done some thinking. Wouldnt they have atleast called to check on me? Nope? Not one call. I grew to love them, I thought they loved me too. Apparently this love was one-sided.

I remember the coven that came to the wedding. the Denali's. Their numbers were programmed into my phone. They were nice except for that Tanya chick. I decided to call Kate, I think she was the covens leader. I knew what I had to do for me and more importantly the baby.

I called her she picked up on the first ring," Hello, Bella?"  her voice was so beautiful, it reminded me of..." Hi um Kate" the tears started to roll," I need your help!"

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