Loved, Left, Lost, and Loved Again

The Swans

Hey, I guess I really had to upload quickly lol 

Here it is;

+----------------30 YEARS LATER----------------+

After a year of living with the Denali's and my transformation, I decided to move out with Arabella and travel the world. I've come to love the Denali's as my brothers and sisters. Although the Denali's "introduced my daughter and I to this world I thought it would be best if we were known as the Swan Coven...Family. We've discovered that we have very...powerful and helpful gifts.

Ara, with a mere look, can put her thoughts or whatever she wants into any ones mind, she can also persuade them to do whatever it is she wants. We just learned that she can also move objects even people with her mind. At first, she had a hard time learning how to control this talent. But we practiced and now she can handle these gifts to the tee. My power is known as the magnet. If I come across a vampire with a power, I automatically have it also. Considering I travel the world,I've encountered many others and now I have tons of gifts. The good thing about it is that I can never lose them, and I can use them whenever I want. Aside from that gift I will always have my shield. I can shield mental and physical attacks. I guess that's why when I was human Ed...He couldn't read my mind or Jane couldn't do that shocking thing to me. Here are a few of the gifts I have: 

-shield 

-telepathy 

-control of the Earth's elements 

-teleportation 

-persuasion( Ara) 

-telekinesis(Ara 

-cause pain with a single look(Jane) 

-electrocute with a single touch( Kate) 

-change the appearance of myself and anyone else 

-And many more. I have perfected all of these gifts with lots of training and now I'm considered the most powerful and dangerous vampire out there.

It's so funny how I was so useless and weak when I was a human. I was constantly reminded of that flaw due to the fact that half of my family were vampires. Now I'm a vampire, and I can protect anyone. Arabella and I have turned down the Volturi many times but we've trained with them and surely nobody can fight us off. We are basically trained assassins...but we choose not to live like that.

We are very independent.Word spreads in the vampire world. We are known to be very beautiful, even more beautiful than most. If I do say so myself we are quite attractive. We've been approached by many male vampires all over the world wanting to become mates. Ara, I can tell, is flattered. But we politely turn them down. A few times the vampires didn't catch a hint and they'd follow us around. They'd even get violent. We are also known to be the best fighters, and very deadly...so when men can't catch a clue we have to live up to that rumor. We haven't found the right one. I know I will never find the right one. I will never be able to love again. Of course I love Ara, and my family. But I will never be able to love another man. Edward took that part of my heart, and I hate him for it.

I've told Ara about her father and the Cullen's. Whenever I talk about them(rarely) I know she feels the pain I felt when they abandoned me. I'm sure she would someday like to meet them, I'm just not sure how they would react to us. Would Edward try to be apart of this family? Or would he leave and run like a coward...again? I'm not going have my heart broken all over again!

"Hello...Mom?" Ara was waving her hand in front of my face. I hadn't noticed, I was lost in thought. "Mom, You ok?'' I came back to reality. "Oh, I'm sorry sweetie I was just lost in thought, but yeah to answer your question we are moving to a permanent residence" I decided we should settle down and buy a house, I was a little tired of all the traveling and I just wanted to try being in one spot for a while. I was I guess you could say, the leader in the coven.